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Sunday, October 28, 2007

hello!!

hahaha in vietnam now
using the computer downstairs.
wellwell. vietnam time is like 1 hr before singapore's
so. now its like 8.20 there.

wah. i have so much to say
i shall say it when i get back
oh. the airport isnt some old rundown thing
surprisingly it seems quite nice. looks a LITTTTTLE like changi.
but just that its prolly 1/10 the size =.= hahhaa oh well
oh yea, the men at the airport outside are scary.
>.o
its like every woman that passes their eyes will follow, up down left right
eeyer. creep me out. esp the way they stare at the sirstewardess.


ohoh one thing abt vietnam, its really dirty >.<
oh those ppl who do those fresh flowers and whatnot,
they just leave all the rubbish on the floor and at night
the road cleaner sweeps for them

kk i have to go for breakfast now!
then the whollllle day of shopping will start again.
kk CYAA!

LOVELOVE,
vall(:

i'm not in love ;
8:06 AM;

Friday, October 26, 2007

HELLO!!(:

woo. im so tired.
anw thanks to shooting
today i woke up and walked around with a hand on my lower back
hahahah walao like some imobile pregnant woman
tsk =.=

yeaa then today schl was quite fun
had a super long assembly
then watched nikki and adelia play stress AGAIN.
haha while other people around us were like crying ):
i think a little was getting to me
like feeling a little more sad
but ah. those 2 only cared for their cards in the whole world
HAHA. xD

hahaa ok so aft school stayed back for awhile for some briefing
then went off with adelia to meet nikki at orchard.
and the situations/circumstances/conditions were great.
really! like:

1) adelia decided to insist on the 700 bus. which jammed like all the way and made nikki wait
=.= haha stupid smartass
2) we were broke with like 2 bucks left
thanks to what? guides cookies. which adelia bought, ate 2, and graciously gave away the rest of the box. yupp.
3) we bought bread from breadtalk and ate there for LUNCH. what a wonderful lunch. earlier on adelia was talking about eating at sushi tei. hahah but this part was funny. elaborate more ltr
4) nikki maxed the amount to take out for her card. so.
she couldnt take out money = all of us dont have money since nikki alr lent someone most of it just now = we were going to stay broke!! ahh. hahahha

ok anw me and adelia was like going on about how poor we were at breadtalk
we were like
"wa so pathetic. eat bread for lunch. at breadtalk. so stupid. who comes to orchard with like 2 bucks"
hahaha then we sat down to eat our lonely. bread. that time ahaha. nikki's mum called her and asked her to join them at great world. apparently with impt (=rich) people
hahaha then me and adelia was like giving all the diff senarios
haha ohoh and like aft i ate my bread i was still hungry so i took out my guides cookies to eat hahahah and we were laughing like mad cause look serrrrrrrioussly poor thing and pathetic =.=
"aiyo go there. then ask waiter. er. only cold water please. no more money, 20 cents only"
hahah OR
when waiter give the wet tissue that time say
"sorrysorry can take back, i dont want, got no money to pay for the tissue"
ahahahaha OR
ppl there eat scallop abalone etc then we just sit there and watch. too poor alr cannot afford
AHAH OR
go rent clothes act as nikki's bodyguard so dont go there and cannot eat anything lidat hahaha
k la k la

oh yes. so when we went to great world
we 2 sat down at macs while nikki went to find her mum
then adelia called nikki and apparently she heard her mum on the phone. so she taught she was gonna come down with nikki too
and IMMEDIATELY
the place got cleaned up in 3 secs and she ran to get napkins to wipe up the mess on the table
while like a few minutes before i was asking her to stop playing with her straw and spurting out ice lemon tea out onto the floor and table=.= AHAHA.
yea then her wallet was on the table and she was like
"oh shit better keep the wallet. wait her mum see. [cause just now nikki told her mum we were broke at orchard ] we're not supposed to have any money! quick keep!"
and then she put her ice lemon tea she bought and drank/spurted around on another table cause apparently we're not supposed to have anymoney. and threw the straw onto the floor to clean the table.
and also as apparently, she didnt care about the state of the floor which was now filled with ice lemon tea and straws. HAHAHAHAHA weirdo
yup then rushed took shuttle bus back to orchard
and we went our own ways

oh wellwell me and nikki was late again >.<>

this time we were late for like 10 mins


poo. aha
kk anw todays lesson was fun
learnt about numbers hahaha
then aft thatwe went shopping around junction this time then arnd parco
xD it was fun hahaha the aft part is so much more relaxing
yyup so by the time we go home is like 8+
nxt time we'll eat full dinner there and go shopshop yay
aha

kk gtg ssleep early. er. ok. not early. gonna be 12 soon.
zz tmr waking up at 6 to pack the extra stuff for my luggage
garrrrrrhhhhh
i almost dont feel like gg for hol. sian la
i reallyreallyreally cant stand packing bag ahhhhh
poo.hais okayy. im gonna go sleep noww
have to leave house at 8.30 tmr
yupp, will be back by tues aft
kk

CYAAA(:
lots of loveeeeeeee,
val<33

i'm not in love ;
10:14 PM;

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

HAHAH WHEEE
TODAY WAS FUUNNNNN =D

first had captains ball
hahaha quite fun

but i liked it after when we practiced for talentime
WE SANG LEMON TREEEE
WEEEE
HAHAHHAHA
oh man i liked that song so much when i was young
i can rmb when i was supersmall
hahah dont know when
i made my daddy go out with me to buy the cd
then we bought a song that was also lemon tree
but wrong song):
hahah anyway i always sang it on the karaoke at home xDDD
i liked the chorus part the most
oh well
anw in conclusion today was nice
while watched nikki and adelia play stress
listen and sing to nicenice super nice and old blue songs
xDD haha i think i prefer all those jazzy 90s songs to all the popular songs now
hais.

anw. tmr have IMT. scaryy.
hais. i dont feel like going.
i want to sing song!!! ):
zz kk have to go now

love,
val(:
xoxo

i'm not in love ;
7:17 PM;

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

HELLOHELLO(:

WOOHOO
IHAVEGOODNEWS :DD
hahahha

MY TWOO DARLINGS ARE BACK!!
hahaha im referring to my computers btw
1) the one that just crashed. it got fixed but the hard drives got wiped out
>.< hais. oh well at least it can still be used.
2) the one that crashed at like the start of the year!
hahaha eh actually not crashed. aiyo i dont know
its cause i put a password
then my dad confiscated the computer
but then when i finally put it back i couldnt figure out the password
HAHAH oh well.

anyway 2 of my beloved things in the house are back!
from the hospital
hahaha yay im so happy
oh well but then have to redownload all my songs
gahhh why do i always have to do that
grr. i better do a back up every month

hahha kkk
anw today went to the NEWater plant
the last time i went there was like primary 6
tsk
anyway, found it quite interesting once again
not as bad as i thought it would be (:


then aft that had presentation for total defence
it went quite okay i guess
but i was almostttt falling asleep
i was so tired
and with the fan blowing..blowing..
my head goes nodding..nodding..
hahhaa yea anw i think i dosed off a little like twice
but i didnt mean to do it..>.< it just happened er. unconciously

haha kk
need to go now.
also have to find clothes for er.
talenttime. poor clothes. um.
rags kind of clothes.
erm. ok.

cya!
love,
val(:


today i learnt that
you have to settle your own problems;
pull yourself out of the ditch,
cause' no ones going to do it for you

i'm not in love ;
9:28 PM;

Sunday, October 21, 2007

hello!
i have to settle some ncc stuff
so i'll just summarise all this info (i hope ;)
instead of the usual finee detailed long grandmother stories i type out about a day
hahaha

ok so this morning met nikki and adelia at somerset
then went for 5km run
haha in the end it was quite okay la,
only me nikki and kathleen ended up walking the whole way
eating skittles and talking ahaha
anw we finished it in 1 hr and ran the first and last 10m
hHAHAAHA

kk, after that, took train and bus with my 3 balloons and pink carnations
to church, did worship with agapeland
then went down for service
aft church went to eat with tashka and sis at delifrance
yumyum haha then we went back to my house
i changed, got my stuff then me and Tashka went off
went to orchard mrt and parted
then i went on my way to boonlay
wapiang its damn far can
so ulu
dont know why people want to stay there
anw took a 45++ minute trip there from orchard
then tried to take a bus from interchange
the stupid bus uncle said it was boonlay sec
but it was jurong something pri.
walao.
oh. i was alr 1 hr late alr btw
yupp. then called isabel and almost started tearing hahaa
cause i was frustrated and pissed
and some kind soul directed me to boon lay sec
isabel picked me up somewhere along
yayy <33 xD

so. watched half an hour of my first live soccer match hahaha
i just screamed when the goal keeper managed to save a ball. or goal.(??)
hhahaha. since apparently we were losing badly and there were no goals to scream for
ahahahah anw i didnt care about that, i just like the screaming paart
hahahah
ohh and the part where people got kicked was nasty >.<
eeyer. so scary one why so horrible
tsktsktsk

haha kk, then went with Uncle david, ben, shalyn, job and lydia,
dropped job off
and then went to uncle david's, ben's and lydia's house hahhaa
with shalyn
waited for uncle david to bathe, me and shalyn went to explore lydia's and ben's room
hahhaa ohh and ate lydia's cookies =D
haha
kk, then aft tt dropped shalyn off at the yio chu kang mrt stn
(interrupt abit haha : yea see i went to so many weird and unknown places today that i've never been to before; boonlay, their (isolated) house xD, oh and passed by many other ulu places too ahhaha)
kk then uncle david, lydia and ben went to tan tock seng to visit their granfather
and they dropped me off there too
so took a train from novena to newton and took a bus home
ahh. home sweet home
hais not exactly, this is where i have to return to mywork

hahah oh yeaa. forgot to say this. since shalyn is so upset by it i shall help her say it
she, apparently is very upset that ben is going to tekong and er. 2 other ppl are gg into army
hahaha oh wells. they will have no effect on my life xD sad to say
hmm but i might have 1kg of sand when ben comes back
ahahhaa. at least my present is much more realistic than shalyn's present (fishes)
oh well. lets hope she gets out of her depression soon that she is going to be deprived of ben's lame jokes and 2 missing presences on msn
HAHAHA. but i dont doubt that. though it seems much more quieter when shes that way
xDD haha jk

kk
i shall try to rmb and get back stuff for my ppt
waaaaaaaaa
can God please suddenly revive the my other com
gahhhhhh. what a tragedy
crap

kk i shall go now
and let shirley read my post which she has been waiting for a long time for xD
haha sorry
tata!
oops i reallllllllly tried to make this short kay xD

haha cyaa!!
love,
val

i'm not in love ;
7:47 PM;

Saturday, October 20, 2007

5km walk.

tmr.

starts at 8.30.

GOD HELP ME
ahh

i think im gonna sleepwalk.
crappy. i kept nodding away(sleeping) during the second half at xinmin sec today

hais. gonna be super tired and achy tmr
i alr have a huge headache now :/
dont know if i should go for the youth soccer match tmr
maybe i should bring a pillow as well
hais. ):
helppp.

hais
love,
val

i'm not in love ;
10:36 PM;

Sunday, October 14, 2007

my grandmother and uncle are freaks and the f-ing suck
argh
freaking suckup and gayshit

i'm not in love ;
9:15 AM;

Saturday, October 13, 2007

wheee
today is a happyhappyhappy day
so funn(:
hahaa i didnt go out or anything
i COOKED!
hahah not really cooked

i made baked potatoes for everyone
the ones we made in school(:
oohlalla it was so nice and soft <333
hahhaah
then after that i attempted to make the melon sorbet
the recipe in the women's weekly magazine
ahaha cause the picture looked so pretty i couldnt resist it
had to mash up all the honeydew and watermelon
that took awhile =.=
after me and my dad mashed up everything i made him find the blender
that did it ! xD
hahaa anw, took about 2-3 hours total to make it
now its in the fridge
ltr hafta take it out and add some stuff
too bad it has to freeze overnight
oh well. we shall have it as dessert tmr then xDD
haha cant wait
(((:

i lovelovelove making stuff
especially desserts. cause they're so pretty and yummy
hais. maybe i set up a restaurant when i grow up! xD
): i wish there are more recipes
i feel like cooking more stuff.
it feels so nice <33
oh, but just now. had to come into contact with so much water
that my horrendously soft nail decided to break waaaaaaaaaa );
hais oh well

kayy, im gna check on my sorbet now xD
tata!
back later(:

love,
val

i'm not in love ;
4:12 PM;

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

WHEEEEEEEEEEE
I HAVE ONE BIG PIECE OF GOOD NEWS
FOR MYSELF AHAHA.

AND THAT IS....
I DO NOT NEED TO TAKE CHINESE FOR JC!!!!!!!!!!
WHOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOO
if i continue passing that is. i think. hahaha
oh well who cares! no more chinese! greatest news of my sec 2 life so far
ahaha but to secure it, i think i shall read more chinese, or borrow more taiwanese serials
ahahaha. oh well, hana kimi 2 coming soon! xDDD

wellwell,
so on Monday, went out with Ying Ying, Alyssa, Michelle, and Angela (:
haahaa so fun.
but the 1/2 hr explaining part on how to get to paragon was not.
zzz =.= ahaha
and in the end Ying Ying still got it wrong and i had to go find a payphone to find out where on earth in orchard they were
ahaha. haiyo.

finally found each other, and oh yea. so suay. its not that nice to walk around in Orchard when its raining. zz ahaha so we just went to startbucks drink some stuff first
then walked over to Cine to meet Alyssa
But before she came we went to arcade to play <333
ahaha so fun. but i think the one i played with nikki, those hit 3 buttons one
more fun ahahahhaa. tho it was dumb. xD
yea, played driving, then me and Angela went to play those shoot shoot one
ahahhaha i kept screaming each time the monster came near haha
then alyssa came, played a few more games
then went to buy tickets for Balls of Fury
went to take 2 sets of neos
then i went to buy 2 cookies from subway to smuggle into the cinema xDDD
ahahah wa cathay is like the first cinema i know to start so on time one lor.
tsk so we kinda missed the first part, abit
but the show was super funny. abit gross too xDD

kk then show ended and we went to take ANOTHER. set of neos
at heeren
ahahaha but heeren one sucks. so laoya one leh
yupp. then we went our seperate ways
i went to meet mum at raffles again to do some shopping
etcetc

hahah ok cant rmb alr
then these 2 days ar.
tsk. receiving papers days. waa. i wish they would give all the papers back at one go
better for my heart. get so many heart attacks can die one.
anyway, so far im quite okay with my results, considering the efforts put in.
and very disappointed in one subject. hey. i studied like one whole day before can
argh. sian. waaaaa.
anyway. theres only lit left.
im quite okay with my overall % so far.
hais. but im not very confident in lit.
i think my essay sucks. but oh well, God please help me
gahh. anw, i just hope i wont get into the same class as someone next year
theres a high chance. wth. ahhhh

kk, im off to calculate my depressing marks. hais. tata!

i'm not in love ;
3:08 PM;

Saturday, October 06, 2007

1 word can solve every thing,
2 words can ruin everything
3 words can both build and destroy all things

hi

its over

i love you/i hate you



(: interesting. haha. currently getting loads of inspiration for wacky stuff.
love!


while i tied the planks to the bridge, you pulled the ropes out ; it was never made, i could never cross

i'm not in love ;
10:02 PM;


Yesterday was quite funn and good for once.
hahaa, for most of the day anyway.



spent my time reading a book in the morning
seeing that the password for the computer got changed
thanks to one of the famous world wars that happen quite often in this house of mine


at around 3+, went out to meet nikki at orchard
then go to Bencoolen, Bugis there to settle some school stuff.
ahaha. just as i was about to reach the bustop, i realised i never printed out the address of the place.
i read the map before going out but. apparently everything looks different when they're 3D instead of 2D in blue and green on a piece of paper.
so at the bugis MRT stn, we looked at the map there once.
went up the escalator.
looked at the map there again.
haha. then we just assumed where we were and started walking
then we went off on our aimless journey to find the building.
eh no, not aimless. we had an aim. we just didnt know how to get to it.
anw, we crossed certain roads twice, walked the same paths over and over again.
oh well, but in doing that, we managed to sightsee the area.
its quite interesting actually, just not an ideal place for shopping and fancy stuff xD


anyway, managed to find the building in the end. after a few humourous events
haha. actually we had been looking at the building for awhile.
just that. the building said "The bencoolen" but on the map it had said "Bencoolen Building". and on the website it said "Bencoolen office tower." thats inside The Bencoolen but haaha oh well. we didnt know.
so we decided that that wasnt it and went to look around at the other buildings surrounding it.
finally gave up and decided to go look at The Bencoolen
Managed to finally find where we wanted to go thanks to the security guard downstairs who pointed us to the office tower area.
hahaa andd 2 _____ men standing outside the doors scared us and we almost didnt want to go in xD
anyway we did and managed to get to the school


after all that, we went to parco to shop for some birthday stuff
Went to Diva, the things there are cheap and pretty! xD aww. too bad my camera had low battery and i didnt bring it out..
oh well, but there'll be loads and loads of opportunities in future (:
saw a trio of butterfly earrings. so pretty
anyway, we took such a long time to choose the stuff
that we were running late to meet our mums >.<
actually more like me.
hais oopsies.


we parted at Raffles mrt stn there ahahaa.
then i went to meet my mum,
and went for a HUGGEEE round of shopping at her office area there
zzz. for shoes.
waaa. i take a longg time to buy shoes. but managed to finally get 1 in the end
hahaa too lazy to choose, i just decided to give in to my mum
quite okay anw.
yupp, then we went to eat at soup spoon. yayy!
hahaa so nice. but it would have been better if the soup was piping hott.
it was just warm.
oh my mum asked for an upgrade for a salmon sandwich and a drink of 3.80
then when we were eating my mum was like "eh. just now that guy didnt charge me the 3.80 leh"
-"ohh. really ah. ok."
silence. continue eating
-"ehh. i think better go return la. God is tugging at my conscience. "
haha
mum looked at me. "really ah. hais. ok la i go pay"
came back
-"what he say"
"sorry lor. walao i paid him leh. he should say thank you more like"
-"hah."
"hmm. i thought God wanted to bless me with a free upgrade"
-"AHH. really ah! why never say earlier!"

ahaha. funny la.
then mum went off to church so i just sat there and ate the rest of the sandwich and soup
while seeing that more and more food was arriving to the table of 2 beside mine.
hhaaa anw after that. went home
then late at night. there was a rerun of the worldwars. version 25,847
hah. tsk. i won and lost some.
oh well. then slept at 12+

This morning. woke up at 9+.
and then started the whole day with a whole load of housework.
but now im super pleased with my clean and tidy table
ahahah.

kk. i post so long alr.
gonna go! tata!

love,
val

i'm not in love ;
1:43 PM;

Thursday, October 04, 2007

[ EDITTEDD/ haha sorryy dear, some people got frightened by your ear. ooh. that rhymed ahahah. anyway cant put your pic up here anymore xD sorry! /EDITTEDD]

yo! hahaa heres the pic of kailin's ear xDD

hahaa the pic is on the phone but then cannot find the cable to upload

so i used my camera to take a pic of the phone HAHAA

tsk. thats why so blurry.



ohohoh. KOREAN GRAPES ROCKK MAN <33333
ahaha i was thinking about it today
and then mummy came home with a bunch of it
ahh. so heavenly. its like winee. without the bitterness
plus ah. you just squeeze the skin and the whole thing just plops out.
and it tastes like jelly! waa. <33 ahaha
zz. im trying to upload the picture of my grapes but blogger is taking so long.
oh well. forget it.
hahaha but these grapes are like. nothing drops off. and they're all tightttt in one bunch
xDD ahhaah my loveee!

haha enough madness about grapes.
tata! shall post tmr(:

love?
val(:

i'm not in love ;
8:43 PM;


today came home,
then hazel called me, asked me join her and kat at taka
so i wentt, haha then appeared kat, hazel, violet, kailin
wa. they can shop man.
go in one shop, go out, go into another shop
tsk

then went to fareast and spent a longggg time there
ahahaa mass ear piercing session.
violet bought a scaryy looking spike thing o.O
hahaa ah lian so many earhole xD
i think i was the only one who didnt buy anything from theree.
nothing caught my attn. cept for 1 that was alr on violet's ear
hahaa the cross one(:
took a picture of kailin's ear with mum's handphone
ahaha. hers is nice. much more clean cut compared to violet's abstract 'art'
aaahhaha

wanted to pierce another hole
mummy allowed but dad didnt ):
i was like.
- i might be piercing one more hole
mummy allow.
"hah! pierce so many for what! 123456"
-walao not so many la. only oneee more. on one ear.
"cannot!. 2 can alr what! wait get infection"
zzz. so sian la. haha but i dont think i would have pierced at far east tho its cheap
i rather pierce at jewelry shop xD
looks saferr(:

zz. i think its better for me to go out more often.
cause i think my uncle's eyeballs are going to pop out when he sees the electricity bill.
the whole week ive been on the computer from like 1pm to 11pm, give and take.
ahaaa. i realised looking for blogskin can make time pass fast.
its fun anyway(:

haiss. wonder what my hols are gonna be like.
but friday aft and nights are gonna be taken up by spanish and cell(:
hmm. hope i keep busy. i cant stand being bored
kay.. im gonna waste my time on the vast yet boring internet noww.
cyaa

alilbitoflove-
val

i'm not in love ;
7:39 PM;

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

i'm so tired.
today has been rollercoaster day
i went from below sea level to ferris wheel to hell and back to home. i guess.
in between, nowhere high or low. but better.

tomorrow its english and it'll be all over
but it could mean the start of a new ride
cause everyone will have all the time in the world
but i'll be praying
i'll still be here waiting.




hazell<33
you rock(:
thankyouforpullingmebackup
love you loadds!

i'm not in love ;
4:28 PM;


the image blurs, hot tears fall; it's just a slit away

i'm not in love ;
4:14 PM;


maths just ended and its end of exams
but my mood is so good i could go right up and slap someone

some people are so two sided
they could very well be schizophrenic


i'm not in love ;
11:50 AM;

Monday, October 01, 2007

hahah hello everyone

zz i hate this period.
no one replies on friendster or facebook
and no one tags either
so boringg
boohoo

anw, manage to pass the worst of the worst papers
so aft tmr, lit, can relax alr
yayy

haha aiyo i lazy post alr
i shall do so when exams are over and my life starts carrying on again!
woohoo!
hahaha

lovelovelovelovelove~!

i'm not in love ;
2:36 PM;