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Saturday, March 29, 2008

watched vantage point today with nikki, munling and pris.
super duper nice can!!
gosh. i want to rate it 5 stars.
but you have to pay closeclose attention to the movie or most of the time you'll be like huh huh. Anyway cause the show is like diff points of view of ONE event. thus it kept replaying. hur. hahaa at about the 3rd or 4th time we got pretty fed up with the repeating. but the show was great. haha it was just irritating cause with each point of view they give you like one more puzzle or clue. tsk. then you wanna know what happens. so at the 3rd or 4th time when we were starting to get irritated. haha we went 'arghh' 'zzzz'. ahhaa. pretty loudly. then some guy on the right went 'you wanted to watch this what!' dots. dotdotdot. zz. idiot. and after he said it, like 1 min ltr he gave a huge yawnnnnn. irritating.

well,
the show was very nice (x loads of action and suspense. hee. its a MUST WATCH. gogogo!

haha <3!
val

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6:25 PM;

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

wahaha.
today we got the carnival's tickets.
so anyone who wants any come ask me (:

sigh. i guess it'll be pretty exciting. emailed like 3 companies today to write sponsorship emails. Coca-cola was the scariest =.= and looks like they're gonna take the longest. 2-3weeks time. hur. lets hope they'll reply fast >.<

anyway. yea, so 2 nice events, carnival and uk trip. and in between? loads of test and suffering and school days and whatnots. sigh. im super sleepy. crap. i wish i was at the airport now. getting ready to board the plane. hoho.
sigh. ))):

marching tmr. sniff.sniff.sniff. ): someone get me an mc! argh. OHMYCRAP. okay. just rmb tmr got zuo wen. WONDERFUL. GREAT.

okay. bye.
off to my coffin,
<3 val

i'm not in love ;
10:40 PM;

Saturday, March 22, 2008

you know you suck loads.
and your skin is still so thick to keep on complaining and gossiping on when people tell you to get lost straight to your face.
you hang on to your group for life because you know no one else will accept you
is it because you have nothing to start talking about so you use people as your topic?
you're not even aware that you send your bitchy smses to the person herself. open your eyes big, girl.
and do you read blogs so that you can find some flaw in there? one that you yourself make too? or is it to find out if people are complaining about you.
you just know you can't act bimbo, so you hate it when someone suddenly acts like one. and you admire the bimbos themselves.
and please, just cause i smile at you doesn't mean im sucking up to you. it's the same old topic you start everyday. you know what fake means? im sure you do, cause you set examples of it day after day.
you see shining eyes and bright smiles facing you. and you're on top of the world thinking everyone loves you. but do you see the frowns and whispered conversations when you turn your back?
why can't you walk straight. instead of getting up and running in circles each time you fall.

hey, you don't anger me you know. im just puzzled. to get more friends you betray their faith in you. why, i dont know. you're gaining more enemies. just live. like a normal person. for your own sake. and everyone elses. thanks.

you know its you.
and its a much longer story than this itself.

p.s everyone else, if you have doubts about whether it's about you. then im sure its not. but you can just check with me, its okay.

<3,
val

i'm not in love ;
10:00 PM;

Friday, March 21, 2008

sigh

i was bored
then nat was online
so wanted to sleepover at her house
then come back tmr by 8.
but then dad doesnt allow >: (
that sucks
im like so dead bored
the whole day today. i decided to take a break from hw.
but its damn freaking sian
i want to move house can. see this place too long alr
hmph.

sigh. looks like i have confirmed the fact that i cant stay with a same thing for too long.
thats. bad. but. not my fault im like that ):
aiya. whatever ): this sucks. i have nothing to do.
pfft. okay cya

<3 val

i'm not in love ;
10:00 PM;

Thursday, March 20, 2008

The week may have be hectic and tiresome, but today is the best day so far(: <333 Theres like 3 good things in this week i just cant believe it (:

Okayy so first is Friday is good friday! woohoo. that rocks. Cause it means i can sleep. late. and get back my sleep lost. the whole week im like sleeping at 12,12.30, 1, 1.30, sigh. haha but now. that rocks. Yup

And today. was wonderful! <3 haha at first i was talking to nikki. then she was like looklooklook! at the eannouncement. so i looked. and i saw we got in for the schl editorial team thing. hahaha hurhur. i was pretty. amused. cause i didnt expect it. haha reallyreallyreally. like we both forgot about it. Cause it took so long for the results to come out. so. well. haha.

okay so second nice thing. in class some girls got called out during lesson. then found out it was for history trip. so everyone got so excited and what. but then i got like scared that we wouldnt get in. but at the same time getting so hyped up. anyway, it took super long, i think we gave up on mrs neoh coming to inform us of the trip. okay ate lunch in schl with nikki first, then we were standing beside the dustbin, talking and throwing our stuff away when victoria came to me and started screaming that i got in for lit trip! hahah. ok sounds abit exaggerated. she talked loudly. (x and appears that nikki got in too! wheeewhoo. so we ran to the spiral staircase and checked the board to confirm. wheee. haha but the excitement came fast and died fast =.= cause no one to share excitement with. hur. haha unlike the history girls in the morning. oh well. anyway its good news. but the uk trip looks like everyone got in oO

haha so today has been good. and plus. the fact that we only have english hw! and my chinese hol hw to finish hahaha. but still its so super nice. that feeling. ahh. oh. but we still have to settle carnival stuff. ): sigh oh well!

p.s. i am going to miss nat so much. ):
i think i miss her already thinking about year end.
that sucks. waaaaaaa.

haha okay! blog another day(:
loves!
<3val

weii. jared. for god's sake please get your being back in S'pore as soon as possible. Thanks T.T

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Saturday, March 15, 2008

im developing a horrible terrible habit ):

its.....







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to start being productive only from 11/12am onwards =/ thus meaning i'll sleep at 3/4 am.

sigh. this sucks. badly. and my sis and mum is sick. ): dunno if i'll get infected too. i am starting to get highly depressed and pessimistic about Singapore's education system. or just my school =/

bleah.



anw im living in my bedroom. i sleep, work and snack here. i still continue using the toilet though. my room is in a mess. =/ waaaaaa. i need a whole super super long holiday to reorganise my life. sheesh. a no-homework-leave.

tomorrow's gonna be a tiring day. who knows what time i'll sleep tonight. anw gotta wake up latest 7.30, rush to church, attend first service, help out at nursery =/ those kids really tire me out. sigh. eat lunch, rush back home, research history. and judging by the way i try to do my work. it'll probably leave me with no time to play or relax =x that sucks. and then hopefully i can finish and sleep by 11. actually i rather school start soon. the homework isnt so big scale and my list of homework doesnt self multiply many times in a day. the thought of tests is depressing. Singapore is such a good job environment for psychologists T.T looks like teenage specialists are highly needed.

I NEED A HOLIDAY TO TRAVEL! homework free. sniff.


cyaa
<3, val

i'm not in love ;
11:40 PM;


zz. lauren should be so honoured im taking 5 mins off my urgent essays to write this.
waa. she just went off to study amaths. sigh

first she says byebye
so i say 'you gna study amath?'
but then she goes offline alr.
then suddenly i see msn blinking orange 20 secs later
and im like 'yay! lauren came back online!'
only to see that my msg couldnt be received. sighh

waa, laurenn come back i need help ):
i need about 300 more words overall.
sighsighsigh

i'm not in love ;
5:32 PM;

Friday, March 14, 2008

sigh. i have about 4 and a half more NCO reports to go.
): zz i hate myself for procrastinating so much

and what is wrong with me?? im like making personality analyses. seesh.
sigh oh well.

i'm not in love ;
1:28 PM;

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

yoho!

haha im in both good and bad mood.
Good cause i finished my ss articles. and i can finally clear the whole stack. of newspapers. really. its really a stack. hur. about 30cm high stack. >.< Mummy says my room stinks now haha. Anyway i was trying hard to follow my schedule i did in school today. So thus i was rushing and stressing =/ Oh well, at least the polishing is done. I just need to clean up and starch a lil more on No. 3. sigh. I was so bothered i just on the aircon in the room and decided to boycott my schedule. hahaha. i tried amath. but got stuck. sheesh. Its so hard =/ Oh before this i tried packing for NCC camp. but then couldnt find this and that and i got so fed up i decided to carry on tmr.

Hais one week holidays suck. they SUCK. see. i have a ONE WEEK and 2 days holiday. 4 days are taken up by NCC camp. left 5 days. 1 day im going out. have to relax can. so left 4 days. In these 4 days. i have 1) short chinese essay 2) lit journal totaling up to 1-1.5k words. 3) amath worksheets. 4) Chinese passage to talk about. 5) STUDY. for bio test.
And, in case you havent noticed. theres still 2 more days till this week ends. Thus, there are 2 more days of opportunities for the teachers to give us MORE homework. And on friday. unless i get someone to go for me, i have to stay back in school till 6. to attend a prize giving ceremony. why people are forced to attend a ceremony i do not know. i think its wrong. argh. So. I have 2 history essays to hand up by friday. which means, after i come home at 6+ after ncc tmr, i have to rush out 2 history essays. which are graded.

Today, a teacher, who i will not name, said "Its too bad if you are going on a holiday. You still have to hand up the work by the given dateline".

Someone. remind me why a holiday is called a holiday. ???

hais. okayy gonna see what else i can finish up before i go to sleep =/
nightss

i'm not in love ;
9:54 PM;

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

hey

today was okay i guess.
Chinese was horrible ):
got so low. actually i was fine.. but then stay inside the stupid room so long. The longer i stay the more it gets to me ): and then you start seeing people getting high marks. aiyo. and my zong he tian kong again get so low. super low. horribly low. Then see gilda and nikki beside me get so high ah. can get depressesion i tell you. The other test we got back today was amath. finallly. hohoho. haha the moment i got my marks i went HAHAHA so loudly hahaha i couldnt control myself. because i saw i got higher than someone hahaha.

After school stayed back to brief juniors on AC. sorta draggy. haha took a long time to get the visualiser to work. finished at about 4+ Walked over to RTC and took 105 to toapayoh. haha i kept on checking my phone to make sure i was done in 15 mins so i could get the next bus home x) haha went to return library books then went to mc donalds to queue. Hurhur. down there i met irritating aunty number 1. It was going to be my turn, and then she suddenly come in from the side and give her order. And the stupid slow cashier girl actually took her order. And shuffled along. argh. fine. so i just beared with it. Got my order and then quickly walked to busstop. Thanks to the earlier event, i had to run abit to catch my bus. sheesh. i cannot. stand running after buses. =.=

Then. Irritating aunty number 2 appeared. Her cell phone rang on the bus. And she proceeded to answer it very loudly. SUPER loudly. She was practically shouting can. She talked for pretty long. Hais.

Okay, so now im back home. And im going to start on work ): and many other stuff. Why do i always have so many things to do. i cant even take a nap. waaaa. sniff

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5:14 PM;

Saturday, March 01, 2008

haha im baccck!


to continue my post on OBS. Too much to post within last night. haha. My previous post was suppppper long. i pasted everything onto word and the word count is like 2349. mad. haha today i woke up at 12+ woke up quite a few times in the night ): haha i think i couldnt get used to the size of my bed. sleep in a tent with 3 other people? not much space. at the most turn left turn right. now come back to my queen, not used to it hahhaa. i was like rolling here rolling there then accidentally hit my sis head. =/ oops haha. then in the morning daddy and mummy woke up earlier and when they wake up they off aircon and open door etc. do all that i cannot sleep properly lor. so woke up and went back to sleep till 1230 around there. haha oh wells.

okayy, gonna continue with Day 4!


DAY 4

hmm.. so woke up quite early. This time there weren't any lamp post at all. Sooo, if not for the moon, it'll probably be totally pitch dark. Hard to unpitch tent, so some people just ate breakfast, packed bags and went to pee first. Then when there was enough light we went to unpitch the tents. I didnt have much food left but also not that hungry. Adelia stole my Oreo! >:( zz. Kiah and Liping came after to make sure we finish packing and all that. They were asking us to pick up the rubbish but no one really wanted to move to pick up the tissues everywhere. =/ esp in the drain. So i think they got pissed and thus the first time Kiah raised his voice. So we went to use the entrenching tool to pick up the tissues in the drain and bury it. Haha quite fun to bury the stuff as some people realised. So after that people were snatching to dig holes. Kiah came over and asked 'Dig hole or just throw tissue in plastic bag easier?' Then everyone replied 'Dig hole' hahaa and he just slapped his forehead.



Anyway fast forward. We all gathered around the gate where we got off the triyaks and we played some games for the morning. Oh yea haha there was some funny convo. I was asking around my watch if my shirt tan was obvious. And they were like 'No la, not that obvious. only slight blend.' and i didnt believe so i went 'really? sure anot. very obvious right. Brenda said so last night!" haha then i think aishah said 'Brenda! you lied!?!" hahaha. its quite hard to think Brenda would lie cause shes so soft and gentle.



Anyway i was navigator for the land expedition so i took down the grid points given on the map and plotted the journey of 7.5km. Our last checkpoint was back at camp 2 our first camp. At each checkpoint we were supposed to find a yellow A3 size hammered behind a tree. And do some challenge. So before we began the expedition our group was supposed to successfully throw a small rock continuously 3 times in a row to the person next to you and catch a rock with the same hand. Had to practice quite awhile. Haha but we did it! our group started last but finished first. I didnt realise we threw 3 rounds consecutively. haha i was too focused on catching the rock. Suddenly chloe or someone started screaming and i heard '3 times 3 times!' haha so i got what was happening and started screaming as well.



Okay, so picked up our heavy backpacks and went on our way. To skip a checkpoint, we had to collect/find some stuff. we could cancel 3 in total. 1) 6 different kinds of edible fruit trees & 4 diff kinds of pink flowers . 2) 5 golden web spiders & 30 pieces of trash 3) 16 rubber seeds.


So, before we went we alr found the trash so we were finding spiders. haha the thought of it is pretty gross. who wants to look out for huge spiders.



Haha okay so were looking out while walking. We found our first spider of about the size of a 50 cent coin. woots. haha the web was hugeeee tho. so we were like calling 'kiah kiah! quick come! got spider!' He walked over and then talked about it for awhile. After that he was like 'why you all find so small one. I'll count this as a 0.5 spider. ' hahaha. We were protesting at first but then we let him count small spiders as 0.5 cause we found many haha. Then he pointed up and showed us a spider that was big as our fist!. my goodness so nearby and we didnt see hahaa.



We rested a few times on the way up to our first checkpoint. The second group managed to catch up somewhere along. oh i lead everyone the wrong path for about 30m ): sorry sorry! So we climbed up this small hill and played this game called 'Turn over a new leaf' haha stupid. We were supposed to stand on this ground sheet and turn it over with all of us standing on it. And we did it! woohoo haha. we were like 1,2,3 jump! xD yup so we sat there and ate our lunch. After that we climbed a little higher and reached the top. the highest point in Pulau ubin, 65m. (: so cool. Below was a huge gigantic enormous quarry. Even bigger than the one we bathed in. And it echoes back!! only kiah shouted loud enough for it to echo. haha someone asked if we shouted marco will the echo be 'polo' back hahaa. okay so we shouted in one group Marco! first. and it came back loud and clear. then we shouted polo and it came back the same way (X so so cool. hhee. yyup then we had to find the quotation. In the end we did. but we had to go all the way up abit more, and look down. it was behind some tree. T.T haha. yea so because the path could only fit one person, we were kinda in a line. i was the last at the bottom and i was trying to write the quote down while a few people were saying it out. kiah was standing behind me. As i was writing the last few words i said 'yay done okay lets go' everyone just went quiet and got ready to go. i was still writing but i can write and walk right. haha kiah was standing in front of me blocking myy way. so i was like 'eh move leh!' hahaha he was blocking the whole line.

Anyway because we rested so much at that checkpoint, after that we walked 1km without stopping with our backpacks. so cool la. haha. from that point onwards i got used to the backpack so the weight wasnt much of a problem. from there we walked to our second checkpoint. this time both the watches were behind us. well, the road was..terrible. the place more like. looks like that kind of deserted place where those national geographic ppl do their documentaries at. theres like a rocky road, and everywhere else is just grass. and grass. and a fewwww trees only. madness.

okay second checkpoint was some german girl shrine place. everything was yellow. hoho. i think if i were to go there at night i would be darn freaked out =/ rested quite awhile there before moving on. walkwalkwalk under the hot sun till we finally came under the cool shade of the rubber tree/forest area. yup. Then we put down our bags to collect rubber seeds. haha quite cool. have to look carefully to find the seed. Easier to find the shell, all pop open alr.

after managing to find the 16 seeds we walked till we came to a y intersection. there we passed by the couple that we met earlier on when they were riding through the first parts of the forest. There, they kindly told us that there was a huge black wild boar lying in the middle of the road up ahead. hoho. Hahah so as i led the way, i was busy looking out for the stupid boar, which in the end didnt appear sadly ): but while looking out, i didnt realise i had led the group so far in. haha about 100m more than the checkpoint area.

Anyway, it was super funny la, we were all walking up and down the track, with all the trees on both sides of us. So we were supposed to look for a stupid quotation behind a tree. And that. was very difficult since there are sooooo many trees. But in the end we managed to find it. haha you know why. Cause someone saw a small path cleared up the gentle slope into the trees. And she decided to just try her luck and we really found it T.T hahaa. so stupid can. We were all laughing cause the obs people apparently didnt think to cover up their tracks. Suddenly got one path up. So obvious. xD

From there we walkedwalkedwalked. Looking out for the next checkpoint on the way. However, we look look look until we reached the gates of camp 2!! whee. hahaha. and found the last checkpoint. so we put down our bags and back tracked to find the quotation. Spent quite some time on it but still never find =/ dunno where it went. And i find it so toot that the trainers also dunno where it is haha. okay so then went to play this game. Traffic Jam Game. hurhur. shant elaborate. After that we pitched tents then washed up. And then we went to cook dinner! woohoo. haha Since it was raining very heavily we cooked indoors (: Haha indoors just means sheltered. thats all btw. (; yup, after cooking everything we sat in a circle and named our dishes

1)Sexy Soup ,2) Mushroom bomb (Cheryl accidentally put too much mushroom into this sambal ikan bilis thing hahaa. Cheryl's the mushroom bomber (;)

oops. just realised thats all i can rmb oopsie. haha when i get the names i shall edit this part.

okayy.since raining so heavily, that night we slept in the MPH. =/ no walls or anything. then me and Adelia was sleeping at the end. we shared a poncho. i only brought a pe shirt to cover myself. Then cause i had no sleeping bag i was so so cold at night ): Can you imagine, wind and rain outside, and i only have pe shirt. ): sniff. My sleeping partner had the luxury of a sleeping bag. I think i should invest in one for future camps hurhur. So, i woke up several times at night, wondering when the morning was going to quickly come. eeps. Haha when i woke up, i saw brenda alr wake up. si tting at one side. so i asked and quickly took over the heavenly comfort of chloe's sleeping bag. waa. haha. so nice.

DAY 5

So after that had breakfast, tidied up tents and packed up stores. everyone was rushing around asking for extra this and that. hoho. in the end we had 3 missing jack knives ): each one 6+ so one person pay like 1.25 haha whatever la. spent a longlong time cleaning up then had the reflections/journal time. Cheryl's shoe was falling appart so she got everyone to sign it. Then charlotte wanted to get this new 'design' too. Then since kiah didnt mind, we wrote stuff on his sandals. hahaha like. 'im hot and sexy' hahhaa etc. Then had some serious time with this guy called vincent. i think. should be.

settled all our admin stuff, received certificate then rushed down to join the rest. bought a white shirt from souvenior shop. Liping made some speeches and stuff. Then. Marco polo and megallon had our performances. =.= in front of everyone. Actually we did it for each other the night before. but then since we were so proud of it we decided to show it to everyone. hahaha but then the night before we were high on our dinner. then this time we were starting to get butterflies and all sorts of crap. and then we were trying to make each other high so we could act properly. hahaha. anyway our short act was something like this:

welcome! to OBS!

Do you like it here?

Its clean, and green, and full of room!

The stores, are over there!

The kitchen, is over there!

Look at my matching group!

Check out my beautiful watch!

solo: Is it Rolex? is it swatch? Noo, its Marco Polo!

If you want to know more, come on down to 190, Dunearn road!

Marco, Marco, Marco, Poooooooooooolo!

hahaha. the words sound familiar? Anyway with action it was hilarious la (x After the performance we started to leave, in groups of our classes. Took a bum boat back to punggol jetty and waited for bus. When bus reached school, Mrs Tang welcomed us hohoho. Gave us a letter and some reassurances on the JI leader thing. Then Mrs Neo briefed us on some stuff. yupp.

whooo. end of my obs post. haha. okay ps, this didnt take one day to type out la. haha i got abit sian, so typed this out ovver a few days. wanted to edit and add some stuff into previous post but nevermind la. haha my posts are already super detailed. kinda. (x

oh yes, i just want to declare my bed is the nicest place to stay in the whole day in my house. hhaaha which is what ive been doing these past few days (: Just lie in bed with my laptop, work and food. ahh. hahaa nice(:

okay gtg now

finally done with obs post. just in case you wanna know the previous post has 2349 words. i think. cant really rmb. Everything above 'okay gtg now' is 2332. hahaha im so wu liao. okay i have to go. nightnights!

<3,

val(:


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