you know you suck loads.
and your skin is still so thick to keep on complaining and gossiping on when people tell you to get lost straight to your face.
you hang on to your group for life because you know no one else will accept you
is it because you have nothing to start talking about so you use people as your topic?
you're not even aware that you send your bitchy smses to the person herself. open your eyes big, girl.
and do you read blogs so that you can find some flaw in there? one that you yourself make too? or is it to find out if people are complaining about you.
you just know you can't act bimbo, so you hate it when someone suddenly acts like one. and you admire the bimbos themselves.
and please, just cause i smile at you doesn't mean im sucking up to you. it's the same old topic you start everyday. you know what fake means? im sure you do, cause you set examples of it day after day.
you see shining eyes and bright smiles facing you. and you're on top of the world thinking everyone loves you. but do you see the frowns and whispered conversations when you turn your back?
why can't you walk straight. instead of getting up and running in circles each time you fall.

hey, you don't anger me you know. im just puzzled. to get more friends you betray their faith in you. why, i dont know. you're gaining more enemies. just live. like a normal person. for your own sake. and everyone elses. thanks.

you know its you.
and its a much longer story than this itself.

p.s everyone else, if you have doubts about whether it's about you. then im sure its not. but you can just check with me, its okay.

<3,
val

i'm not in love ;
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