i feel abused.

argh haha im not abused la. just that my bones are aching. no idea why
usually after ncc its just muscle ache but this time it feels like i got a good whacking. ouch. haha i'll tell you where, shoulders, arm, back. i cant scratch my back! boohoo rheumatism?? HAHA

haha okay. maybe i should really fix my career on psychology. With our education system, im sure many kids are depressed and stressed. huh. i am. =.= Of course i can handle my time and finish my work, of course i could study. i DO have enough time. But hello, where would my social life and leisure time go? im sure it would be highly minimised. wouldnt that equate to adults working odd jobs and overtime?

sigh. haha sorry for ranting =/ im just so tired ):
Anyway i've been in SC for 8 1/2 years? Nikki has been here for 2 1/2 years. And we both feel the same liberation the moment we step out of school. HAH. haha ahh

=xxx okok i shall stop talking about school
guess my bad mood is due to my bleak and boring breakfast seeing that mummy and daddy didnt buy food back after marketing ): And seeing that food is my like piority, its pretty devastating and got me into a pretty crappy mood. sigh. and i've been eating shitfood in school (oopsididntmeanit) for so long. AHH mad.

i have no idea how to destress. piano doesnt seem to be helping anymore ):

cya,
val

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