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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Wahah what you all've been waiting for (x
Haha here are the uk pics, not really in chronological order, but quite. haha. these are pics starting from the last day (:
Oh and i did post before this, so you can scroll down to read the previous post if you want(:


The Globe where we watched midsummer's night dream. which was quite good. haha second best of our list of plays i must say (: It was rather funny hahaha. And you could like eat and walk down to below the stage if you wanted during the play (:
Whee my bbc pass. hahaa that place was cool (: Especially the green screen, weather forecasts, our 'talk show' etcetc ahha.


Big ben and london eye! haha see it see it??

This is the... palace. Haha nope it isnt. its the national history/historic(cant rmb) museum. Haha and this pic shows only like HALF of it. seriously, its humongous man. Oh, and its free entry (;

Wahah what you see when you walk into the museum. Sorry i didnt take a
proper photo of the ginormous t-rex. heh. Oh i dont think we actually walked and visited every part of the museum. haha after awhile it got slightly boring :X

River Thames! Which i can never pronounce or rmb correctly hahaa
Woman in Black (x the bessssst. play of all. Super nice. Haha i didnt even sleep abit (x
But that woman's scream is horribly terribly scary man

Haha i dont think you can see that sign on the left but it says something like

'The stairway has --9 steps' haha i cant see too. and i forgot but it was almost 200 i think. Haha when you see it you dont think its quite alot but when we actually walked up. We almost died. T.T haha. It was like winding stairs my goodness.

Abbey! Haha. Pretty. In london(:
Hahahaha isnt this bus cute!?!

Haha click on the pic to see a larger image. if you can anw (x So this was the place, inside that window where they filmed harry potter, er, the hospital like place, you know after that quidditch match, and something happened to his arm? haha yup it was here. Some dance was filmed arnd here too haha. but i cant rmb what



Nicholas Cage house!! haha the 9 windows in the centre of the pic. He's that guy from national treasure. Okay i dont really know him =.=

Pretty london. You can see that abbey from here too(:


I rmb we hateddd those peas badly. hahaa. and it was a super large portion too. my gosh. One of the cheaper and very common meals in uk. sigh. bad for us. haha

Library in oxford! nice library dont you think.
Woohoo, gates to the forbidden garden grass! haha, okay its actually a huge patch of grass out there. You can walk round it, but not ON it, unless. you're a student studying there. (you'll be a genius i must say haha) Yup, so its meant only for the students, who usually study or celebrate there with champagne after exams (x cool man.

The cresent! Where the multi billionaires stay. Hais. like one unit costs millions. Theres a few units there for this hotel, but each night costs like 1000++ pounds. dont think i can afford it :O

Streets of london!

Outside chatsworth house, where the multitudes of gardens spreaaaaaaaaaad all over
Chatsworth! the back of it. hm. i think.

What you'll probably see if you look out of one of their 300+ windows? haha And if im not wrong, i think the garden scenery is different like every 5-6 windows? tsk/
That. is a violin. A painted violin. haahaha. on a painted door. the one inside (x
Cool right

Look at their lights! the antlers are real. i dont think any of the lights or lamps in my house would look like that any time soon :O hahaha

Library! which i previously mentioned. People take out every book and clean them once a year. if im not wrong. haha. and this super duper grand, enormous, classy, forbidden to public library, does not contain all the books T.T there are more outside.

Family crest and er symbol. yup (x Argh im regretting that i didnt buy that pin. sigh


Their grand living room, (actually i dont really know what room is this but im sure theres many of it T.T) which makes me look prettier than i actually am. Im sure. hahahaa

And all their staircases look like that. red carpeted. hais. Oh and like every, and i mean every, ceiling is covered in extremely old paintings, you know like those naked people with some cloth over their bodies flying around with wings on clouds with harps? yea. something like that. HAHA


The grand gates of the house.

Here's william wordsworth house! rydal mount. which has biiiig gardens too (x and the grass is like. woah. haha. its carpet grass. super nice to sit and lie down on.

Yup, pretty much the scenery you get while driving round the country side.


On the cruise that is about to depart at the lake district (x

Anyway, the reason why i didnt post a pic of myself or anyone on this cruise is because, despite the scenery, the winds were so strong, it blew our hair all over and you couldnt really open your eyes big while taking a picture. tsk. but really, it was freeeeeeeeeezinggg. brrr. The temperature was okay, but the winds were the killer

Pretty roads and buildings, or rather small shops o.O i felt like i was in some fairytale or something. Haha really. i wish i could walk up and down these lanes and drink coffee everyday or something. haha. oh we were in. manchester area i think. haha on our way to bronte parsonage.

Lalalaa the end of my photos! haha actually i have like hur. amazingly hundreds and hundreds more. If you want to see them you can ask me (:
<3! val



i'm not in love ;
3:00 PM;


hahaha i owe too many people tag replies so i shall just reply them here (x


TASHKA&: woah! What an intersting camp/trip!
Haha yup it was (x i miss them ):



lauren: haha and how can you screw up trainfire when you got trainfire best? (:
Haha i have no idea? i forgot manymany things :S maybe my sir was lenient (x


lauren: are you frikkin serious SISPEC clean and green? private estate? hahaha.
It was!! haha wasnt it? everywhere was like clean. and there were trees everywhere somemore. o.O


timothy: hello(: haha tag le..
haha heyy


TASHKA&: i've not seen you for ages, neither have i talked to you lahhhh. mygosh!
ya la! sunday i had to go off early and you went for duty. hais.


Lynette: Hello hello <3
haha hello! omg i forgot bout the pics. okayy i shall find someplace to put them up


fatimah: hello !! i found you! HAHAHA. i miss spec course ):
haha heyy! i miss it too :x

nat: hey valval! how was spec? i've got so many things to tell you!!!! ):
haha fun. (: quickly come back then (: eh didja see my sms when i was in uk :SSSS

i'm not in love ;
11:25 AM;

Monday, June 16, 2008

haha okay i actually think im mad to start on this but, i havent updated in like a super long time. and i feel quite bad towards the very little people who actually come to my blog. hhaha



haha uk trip was cool (x

but i spent so little and i think im regretting =.=

the preparation sucks, seriously sucks at first, but then when the people there are amazed you know so much about what you're looking at, you feel pretty proud of yourself. Haha. Anyway first 2 days felt pretty cold. Oh everywhere there were like loads and loads of sheeps cows and horses. Anyway i think the temperature there was quite okay. Just that when the wind blows you feel like you're standing in your freezer ahaha. Memorable places would be wordsworth's house, rydal mount. He has a super duper huge and pretty garden man. Everyone is eyeing to buy that place ahha. Yea sure. Then next would be Chatsworth house, where they filmed pride and prejudice. HAH. haha. hahaha. yea. its more like a palace la, house. Super huge, and inside is like filled like a palace. the library is amazing can. 50k books. The garden even better, 2 rows of trees with one huge fountain in the centre. and thats like ONE of the gardens. Tsk. im amazed with that place. Hm, oh i liked one of the many plays we watched. Woman in black. Haha, the modern play which was a triller. cool man. I really liked that. Spooky and all. (x And it was also in that theatre where i fell and got an egg size solid bruise. ew. hurts. haha but its fine now.



Haha okay the rest i think i leave for another time. (x pictures in another post.



Specialist course(: <3



It rockeddd. Haha actually at first i was like freaking out for it cause i was afraid of jet lag and especially if it would be too tough. But ah, haha it was pretty slack. For sc anw (x haha! Anyway im so proud of myself i didnt get jet lag lor. i slept 9 hours on the plane and like 6 hours when i came home. haha. next day woke at 5 to go to yio chu kang mrt station. And i slept on the bus from amoy quee to pasir laba camp ahaha so shiok. Anw SISPEC was cool! haha i like that place. it was so clean.. and green! haha. Its like some private estate or some enclosed place for some old folks home or something haha
[EDIT/ argh i accidentally deleted this whole para i wrote grrrrrr . fine i shall try to rmb/]
Settled admin stuff for quite awhile then got introduced to PC sir alvin, APC maam jia li and APC sir clement. Yup. And apparently girls had to seperated from guys, so we were on the 5th storey. the highest. Which means each time we need to climb 5 storeys each time we go up and down. hais. tiring man. Oh and we didnt realise until later that toiletries meant toilet paper. Hah. So everyone didnt have toilet paper. hais. Okay first day was pretty slack. Oh we had this shorpt talk. And this sir/encik was talking to us before it in the auditorium. Haha he's so funny. he made me laugh and laugh. But i realised that he shouts and yells at girls the same like CLTs do to the guys so i decided we had to raise our standards way higher with him around. hoho. Oh and the bunks were nice. hahha. like. wa. even the beds were normal! hahaha. not like amoy quee omg.
It was super duper spacious la. And i was actually cold at night. Cool. hahaha. We revised in the aftnoon and then had our gsk test. i was trying to memorise like mad the GSK stuff. But it was like 99% the same like the one that encik debbie gave us. urgh. which i lost. zz. and i cant believe i forgot what IMT stood for. hais. anw it was easy la. (x ahha.
Okay so day 2..
Woke up at around 5.15am. And girls wake up like much earlier than the guys lor, naturally, haha. hm, did my appraisals and took my time to get stuff ready. coat boots and all that. Then went down to have 5BX. HAHA it was. ahahhaa. hais. actually i was most scared about PT before i came for spec course. but 5bx ah, was. haha. a joke. a surprise. an amazement. it was like stretch here, stretch there, jog on the spot. i swear i was like itching for pushups and crunches. ahahha. Went for breakfast. which was. not very good. but better that lunches and dinners and suppers. haha. oh yea and apart from pt, we wore like no4 all the time. so we had to like hang it out to air it like every night. hais. stinkystinky. Went thru abit of revision again and then we had our tests (: IFC was easy (: not much to rmb. Trainfire i think i screwed up =.= haha tho the stripping and assembling was fun (x haha the rest i was like trying my best to rmb. and some parts i did wrongly. hais. so i guess it was some miracle i got like an award for it. ahaha xD Anyway we were split into 2 groups and the waiting time was spent mixing around and talking i guess. made many friends haha and soon i lost the sitting in diam position thing. haishaishais. but nvm. (x the rest of the time i maintained it (= Hmm cant rmb much about the rest. Okay then. the 'unexpected' bunk check. hais. Ma'am maisarah. was. super. scary. she came in. yelllllllled. threw open our cupboard doors. yelled somemore. Then everyone was to stand outside in 2 lines. facing each other. And then she walked up and down the centre yelling somemore. hais so in the end given 3 more minutes to standardize everything and then she come check again. Haha. i think that was the only time in spec course when i got a seriousserious shock. haha it was like yanking the standards back to sc's. cool man.

Haha and now. is 1246 so i think i should er. go and sleep haha. and continue some other night! xD haha

nightnight!
<3, val(:

i'm not in love ;
11:50 PM;

Saturday, June 07, 2008

haha pretty bored now.
attempted maths just now
and failed terribly =.= absolutely no idea what its talking about. sigh

i cant believe im going msia tmr. =X i wish my life was even more packed. then i wouldnt waste any time. but sometimes i just wish i could sit there and do nothing but watch things pass by.
haha okay, dont think you know what im talking about anw.

hmm, maybe its just me. but somehow it seems that when im away the amount of people who view my blog gets higher? o.O haha nvm, so yea, this time i will be off for 7 days. so long again. 10, 4, 7. my busiest hol.

(: i like the studio. haha its like my place where i can hide from everything else. =X i seem like some recluse. tsk. but my family seems to be in chaos. haha no la. just too noisy and busy for me right now. i just want to relax after being away for so long.

i wonder if i'll ever blog about what happened. hmm. haha i'll try tonight. (: maybe? or maybe not. i still have things to pack and tmr i have to go early to church for duty =S sigh.
okay, i shall stone for abit more before i go do my stuff.

cya,,
love, val



please make time stop

i'm not in love ;
8:21 PM;


sigh i think i got a pretty good future as a matchmaker.
o.O

ahahah.

i'm not in love ;
4:06 PM;

Friday, June 06, 2008

haha yo.

i DID want to blog about uk trip and spec course but i decided if i did i would do a uni thesis long post. haha. oh well at least the thought is there. later i shall do a summary instead i guess (: then i decided to start on homework. but i just HAD. to go see my blog. and there i found a tag. by hazel. asking me to go see her blog. which stated a quiz i had to do. ah well. haha so here i am. And im not planning to spend 10 mins on each qn if i dont know =S i need to start on my work.



Survey Instructions:

-Remove one question from above & replace it with your own.
-Tag eight people, list them down at the end of the post.
-Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged.


1) How long will you wait for someone you love?
Erm. wait i have to think... Actually i have no idea. Heh sorry


2) What do you hope for now?
To have a longer holiday so i have more time to do things


3) What is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?
Quickly meet everyone and tell them everything i wanted to say but never said and say sorries i've never dared to say.


4) Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Yea, i guess its like inevitable. But sometimes that happens only for seconds, minutes or hours. And after all that i love them just the same (:


5) What will you do if your best friend has been kidnapped?
omg o.O first i will freak out, then i'll go mad, then i'll do all it takes to get her back


6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Eh, if im not wrong, it does happen and i've seen it before so yea. haha. Okay i know what this question means, and yea i believe, but not all the time tho ):


7) Who will you choose between your ex boyfriend & your current boyfriend?
Ladida, im single and was always


8) What kind of people do you hate the most?
the list would be too long man.


9) Are you happy with your life now?
Hmm. im okay with it i guess? it could be better though (:


10) What if your crush asked you out?
Go mad. Haha. say yes and then go out. Haha but for now? Dont think i can. :S


11) What will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him/her?
Faint. Go mad again. And then do everything i can to avoid him and try not to fall into depression. ahaha

12) What feelings do you hate the most?
My own feelings? Hm, hatred.

13) What will you do if you fall in love with a guy/girl?
Always be around him, do all i can.

14) What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
Enjoying myself and trying to finish my hw on time. Hah.

15) The most important things in your life.
erm, handphone, laptop. all means of communication. haha. okay cant be bothered to think of other stuff.

16) Who do you hope to always be there for you?
people i love

17) Do you find life meaningless?
haha sometimes. but well, there is a purpose. and a reason for everything(:

18) Who do you love the most?
the most important people in my life

19) Do you believe that there's 'True Love'?
I have no idea. God's love, yea. But people? absolutely no idea. ahaha

20) What's your greatest wish?
For wishes approved by God to come true? haha sometimes not all wishes have good effects. they may just screw up things even more sometimes. think about it. :S

21) What will you change if you can turn back time?
Not losing my phone. Haha. But i guess theres a reason for everything. i dont know. i want to change a number of things, but if its meant to be that way then i wouldnt change a thing

haha kay la im too lazy to change a qn and add in one. and also to state people's name. i think i shall do it a later date la huh. okay for now whoever wants can do it (:

haha tata!

i'm not in love ;
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