today is not a very good day. sigh
my mood just spirals all the way down. zz.
woke up this morning, felt quite good. Cause it was cool since it rained. Mm.. left house abt 12+, when to nats to find my revision worksheet. started drizzling halfway on my journey. haiya. nats mum lent me this hot pink umbrella to take when i left haha.
yup so. ha..this was when it all started. see la. okay imagine, walking slowly under the umbrella, its drizzling quite abit around you, with ear phones that muffles out all sounds around you, you can only hear the music playing on your phone. so its like your own world. o.O and then you're playing some jay chou song. and its usually those heartbreak songs. haiyaaaaa. see la. then i started to get melancholic. what shit.
then arrived at shaw, nikki smsed say meet at paragon. so bought some subway cookies and went on my way there. haiya. quite near la. so walked there. so imagine the same thing, just that this time with cookies T.T hais. became feelingless. walao the song was hypnotising can. went to sit at starbucks and waited for nikki. she came..and i was still feeling like that. grr. then mood went up a tiny tiny bit when we started talking.. and then kinda spiralled downwards at one point. zz. then it got stuck there. walked around for abit and then she had to go. so accompanied her to metro then left on my way back. walkwalkwalk. still in that dazed mood. then when i boarded my bus i realised i didnt have my earphones with me. called nikki.. she helped to check and then still dont have. hah. great. but then i didnt really feel sad or anything. still in that stupid melancholic mood. grrr. came back, played for a long time on the piano. ): didnt help. usually it does. oh well. so now im back. and im stuck with jay chou's music. arghhhhh. and then i just read something. and my mood kinda slided down abit more. sigh. i just wanna sleep.
not good not good. . i'll wait for tmr to come then.
cya
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