I'm Not In Love

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Im just looking for the day where i get to collapse and fall and just

sleep.

i'm not in love ;
9:57 PM;

argh my head has been hurting for a few hours. Ahhh save me someone. Maybe its cause ive been sleeping too much. But i've alr been awake for 5 hours! Or maybe its the evil thoughts of nagging homework at the back of my head. Hah, seeing im trying to push it away as far as possible into some black hole in my head, just so i can slack doing nothing.

Someone pass me a panadol!!!

i'm not in love ;
4:46 PM;

Friday, August 29, 2008

i really really wanna hit myself. For NOT bringing a CAMERA AGAIN on TEACHERS' DAY!! Ahhh. Crap man, kill me. This is so irritating.

Okay enough on the lamenting. Today went to school in crap clothes man. Had to wear beach wear. But didnt have board shorts =.= So i wore this black roxy shirt with black fbts and slippers. How colourful yeah. Dots man. Anw later on borrowed blue board shorts from Gladys. Bollywood dancing was hilarious and stupid. Haha!

Anw after dancing, stupid lessons started. sighsigh. Haha but i bet Mrs Neo knew about the weird fire drill so she didnt start teaching anything at all. Dots. When she came in, she made us do our class dance again! And you know how small the LT is =.= Its certainly not made for dancing. After wasting that bit of time, she went on to brief us about exam timetable and lit. DD: So yeah, just as she was about to finish off, the fire alarm rang. I think everyone was like going "???" or "er..." haha right. So, me and nikki just strolled out, strolled to the toilet, took our time, then walked slightly faster to the field. xD Haha did they ever think to do a firedrill where the damn fire was in the field?? I wonder where everyone would go then.

Later had double english. Sigh, sorry it was boring but how could anyone be in the mood?! its teachers' day! Haha.But it did pass pretty fast. Had recess and then went for celebration, where i got annoyed i didnt bring my camera!! Ahh, thats like the event of the year can. Everything cool and funny happening. Haha i seriously think Mr Teo should be like some lame commentator for a lame show. Like in MTV's lifestyle of the rich and famous. (; (did i get the name correct?)

Yup, and you could feel the school love all around man. Truckloads of ex-SC JC girls came back to celebrate! haha They formed and made up their whole big group at the back of the hall. I bet there were like at least a hundred. Looks like our teachers day lasted very long. O.O i bet cause we had lessons! ha!

And i only realised that next week would be holidays alr, so i only started bringing books back yesterday. And thus i was left with a PILE in school. Seriously man. I am highly sure i brought home like at least 5 kg worth of papers and books today. My arm was breaking. Went with nikki to orchard after the celebration, and ate our rice dumping/california handroll there. (x Yup then we went home cause she had something on. AND THEN. i fell asleep for 5 hours straight...O.O oh gosh. Haha. woke up at 8+ for dinner.

So, to all teachers,

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! <3

val

P.s gosh this post is seriously so colourful

i'm not in love ;
9:44 PM;

Monday, August 25, 2008

i dont know how im going to survive school
One of the first few things i saw in the morning was a one inch thick pile of homework and assignments and papers waiting for me. What a sight to behold. Hur.

And.

I forgot what i wanted to blog about.
ZzzzZZZzz
Fine, i shall come back later when i get inspiration. Sigh
Cya

i'm not in love ;
5:43 PM;

[Verse]
I didn't hear what you were saying.
I live on raw emotion baby
I answer questions never maybe
And I'm not kind if you betray me.
So who the hell are you to say we
Never would have made it babe.

[Bridge]
If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I'm taking love
And it's not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What is coming now
So don't say a word

[Chorus]
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here? I don't think so.

[Breakdown]
Would have bled to make you happy
You didn't need to treat me that way
And now you beat me at my own game
And now I find you sleeping soundly
And your lovers screaming loudly
Hear a sound and hit the ground

[Bridge]
If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I'm taking love
And it's not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What's coming now

So don't say a word

Sing with the song of Maroon 5, Wake Up Call lyrics!

[Chorus]
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here?
I don't feel so bad, I don't feel so bad, I don't feel so bad

[Breakdown]
I'm so sorry darling
Did I do the wrong thing?
Oh, what was I thinking?
Is his heart still beating?

Woah oh ohh

[Chorus]
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here anymore? I don't feel so bad

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
No, he won't come around here. I don't feel so bad

I don't feel so bad (Wake up call)
I don't feel so bad (Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed)
I don't feel so bad (Don't you care about me anymore?)
Care about me? I don't feel so bad.
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?

I'm hooked
sigh

i'm not in love ;
5:42 PM;

Sunday, August 24, 2008

this sucks.

grrr. Today is not a very good day. It rained so many times we had to keep getting out and setting our kayaks. And then we had to capsize. To which i thought i was going to drop my glasses. So i passed it to Kim. On its way there though, it accidentally slipped into the deeeeep, gray/brown sea. $%^!@#$%">$%^!@#$%#@ Sigh. Then, i realised i forgot to bring my clothes, except a shirt. And then it was still raining, so we had to walk back to the bus in the heavy rain. lalala. Thus, i was wet, freezing, slipping, and blind.

And i am NOT looking forward to school tomorrow.

SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!

i'm not in love ;
7:38 PM;

Saturday, August 23, 2008

booya

just finished bathing and im currently depressing myself about thinking how my hair is going to be ruined for the next one week because i actually adore my hair. grr. but maybe we wont be soaking so long in the seawater this time. o.o hopefully. Cant stand it. Makes my hair feel like hay.

so, this one week was spent at HCI. Sabbaticals really feel like sabbaticals man. To me anyway. It has been a holiday. Built out of its foundation of illusion. T.T Haha so the cycle goes like this: hci, sleep, read, sleep. Repeat. xD Joy to the world. Actually i have a whole crap load to say about the module butttttttt, it would take another 500 words. So with the least amount of words i can manage, it has been: complicated, slack, amusing, mind baffling. Haha i actually dont understand 80% of the module. I just like doing the practicals like making candles, soaps, perfumes. Making aspirin is not very fun though. My jacket currently smells like vinegar thanks to it. Anw, i miss hci. sniff. I miss it as a package. I must say though, maybe its cause they've had too many exchanges, their hospitality is not very good. =.=

Today went to sentosa, hci and scgs supposed to host the trip for uttam girls. Not very fun. Seriously, who would want to go to Sentosa when its raining the whole day. But we apparently cannot predict so we got stuck there with drizzles. Though it made the temperature quite nice, Sentosa became a tad moodier. Grr. I was pretty much looking forward to sun and fun. Haha oh well.

Oh yea, yesterday at cell, near the end, everyone like went out to see fireworks. Haha pretty pretty. I think the sounds make it all so hyped up. Cause usually i cant be bothered when i think about it. Doesnt sound very interesting does it, just lights exploding in the air. But it was cool. xD Wish i had my camera with me ):

Okay, gotta go now. Not looking forward to my pile of hw in school.
sniff.
cya

i'm not in love ;
10:44 PM;

Monday, August 18, 2008

of course. thats the only thing it'll seem to take to get me off the darn book and have a mood bad enough to summon an ice age

i'm not in love ;
8:02 PM;

i could fill this whole page
but the pain would come again sometime later again
im sure.

i'm not in love ;
7:54 PM;

Monday, August 11, 2008

Yayness i officially declare ( i dont think its the first time though) that im insane.

Why? Its 3.47am and i just finished doing up my blogskin. Good for me. Sigh. Don't know how long i will keep this blog skin. It seems so plain and simple yea? Haha but kinda soothing. Even though i have absolutely no idea how to er, alter the imeem playlist thing, so that it like sticks out. Grr. I still have to put it up, cause its so nice i just wanna relax and chill off each time i listen to it. And i do realise that the right of my blog is a little too pink, so i guess i'll change my tagboard colour in due time.

Holiday tmr! And school starts after that. :S Rawr. Tomorrow hafta go beach road to make no1, then meeting nikki. I seriously detest beach road. zz. haha kk cya all!

love-
val(:

i'm not in love ;
3:48 AM;

aiyo really very ma fan to post. why do people like to do this?? I can hardly get past the login stage where i have to type in a stupid password. grr. ok i sound really lazy haha

anyway this past week has been rather busy. cant even rmb what i've been doing. but i sure do know it hasnt been a good one. :S majority of it anyway. school life sucks. my 2008 has been pretty screwed up. and i've seen quite a few examples of how one single person can crush/ruin someone else's life. or a few at that. okayokay away from being emo

hm, 0808 was quite interesting/fun/annoying, very tiring. parade itself was back breaking. the usual standing there for a long time. and admiring how qiying can not even move a single muscle. hahaha! okay la. this year have to try harder thanks to gloves. and since everyone sitting down, can see clearer right. more nervous. thanks to nikki and er.. some other voices (sorry!) who shouted out my name as i marched past. but then straight after my name came much louder bursts of laughter. thanks thanks. T.T

after that went to tp to buy more stuff for farewell with chloe. and 2 annoying events happened. 1) chloe lost her wallet. 2) i left half the presents at tp. ahhhhh! i wanted to tear my hair out. took a taxi from eunos to east coast. walked a crapload of a way to the area.

haha farewell was kinda fun i guess. in charge of the make up station. which was a huge laugh ahaha. the bbq was fun. xD but never take the risk of getting those disposable bbq pits stuff =.= even tho 1 good advantage is you can sit down. took quite some time for the charcoal to be lighted properly and stuff. since the wind was blowingggggg nuts. haha i love mutton satay!!!

etcetc, went home at like 9+ reached home arnd 10. and i clearly rmb despite my sleepiness, my family forced me to stay awake to support and see Singapore marching in for the olympics in Beijing. Man... i was ready to sleep on the stairs ok! Hahah dunno what i did also. next morning woke up with loads of muscle ache.

haha kk off to change blogskin.
cyaa!
val

i'm not in love ;
1:27 AM;

Sunday, August 03, 2008

see la see la kena forced to blog about nat by nat. tsk

haha anw slept at 4.30am last night. but amazingly wasnt that tired this morning. haha maybe cause i woke up at 9+ and had like 5 hours of sleep. which is my usual. ah well.

yup so had service then went off to meet nat at PS. ate (which drained my $$.sheesh) and then went to buy stuff for farewell party. tsk took really long. find here find there. and somemore had to buy 3 (p****** and e****) hahaa. secret. but very heavy =.=

went on our way back at arnd 4 plus, got mind-manipulated to go to nats house AGAIN. haha lol but it was fun! haha amazing. cause i did something ridiculous. like doing nat's make up. wahaha super fun. i took a plastic bag. went to her drawer. picked out lots of stuff. then went to nat and started drawingg. ahahha. really look like monster. and smokey eyes really look like blue black eyes. =.= die. next time cannot do for myself. ahaha apparently the only thing i only know how to do is put eyeliner. hohoho. yay i had quite a few good achievements for a first timer according to nat. and thanks for being my barbie doll! <3<3<3 hahaha

yup, went home arnd 5+
haha okay this post is amazingly short. gotta go and do more stuff!
cyaa!
<3, val

i'm not in love ;
7:54 PM;

Saturday, August 02, 2008

i am desperate. to go out. oh man. seriously la, why do i have to keep on spending my saturdays at home!! waa. can die.
i really wanna go to:
1) sentosa
2) escape
3) east coast
4) overseas! (yea right)
5) clarkquay

(Singapore really has limited land.... what a sorry state.)

and i really want to:
1) cycle
2) play.
3) scream shout laughh
4) go for rides

ahh man. one of limited free weekends and yet i cant do anything. okay i think if i harp on it any longer i can start crying. aiya i really need to go out with nikki la. so long havent gone out!
>:( haha. but sad she got no time for me. ah well. so dont you people bother to ask her out if she got time! wahahha. okay i sound mad. but sheesh. think i got so much time isit. once hols start shes going to be flying around the world while i sweat it out here. someone pity me?

anyway, cant really be bothered to blog about school. So busy i cant even rmb what i did. results have been disappointing. tests have been annoying. ncc has been time consuming. sniff. i cant believe i sewed on 3 things onto my uni last last night in 1 and a half hours. AMAZING.

kk bored with blogging.
gotta go now!
haha cya
<3,val

i'm not in love ;
4:52 PM;