NOT IN LOVE
val
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I love God, my family, friends and as well as rain, jay and arashi :D

WITH ANYONE
wanna know what enables me to stay in my room all day long?
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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Time for me to take my meds soon. Bleah, I'm supposed to take antibiotics 4 times a day right. Well, for today its gonna be 3 I'm afraid. Today I set the alarm at 7, but in the end I only woke up at 11.30. Shucks. Usually I don't really care about antibiotics and I even forget to take them a few times in a row, but this time, I just know that if it returns and the antibiotics doesn't work anymore, I'm dead meat. =X

Argghh this sucks. It's worser when you have to find stuff to eat before taking the medicine. Like who will want to cook porridge for me at 11pm? So I end up eating yogurt. But too much of yogurt is sourrr~ Even blueberry yogurt. D:

i'm not in love ;
11:32 PM;


Man, I can't believe I took so freaking long to change a blogskin. Okay, fine I can believe it. I usually take even longer I think. It was crazy, I had about 6 skins shortlisted, asked for sis opinion, went down to 2 skins, and then I finally decided to use the L.lawliet blogskin. But what did I have to do? My body decided that this was the time it wanted to relieve itself of the liquid I had taken. Why do I pee so much these days. Seriously man. Okay so the point was, I went to pee (because I had flashbacks of my dad's constant curses/reminders that I will get kidney stones if I do not do so).

BUT.
BUT.
I don't know if relieving yourself makes you change your decision but after I came back I felt like using the darker blogskin (current). ^$@# And because I am a person who annoyingly has to think alot about such trival stuff, I got confused and went back to ping-ponging between the 2 blogskins.

Okay, so after a long while of trying both of them out, I decided to use the white one again. But when I went to view my blog, the posts were horribly and badly screwed up.

And this, everyone, is how I came to choose this blogskin.

Fine, I shall stop disturbing your peace and wasting 2 mins of your life and end here. (x
Love, val!

p.s thoughts like "why the heck did I just blog about the process of deciding on a blogskin. did I just blog about the lamest thing anyone could ever blog about" are running through my mind and it's ego-devastating. Sniff. Now I'm making up my own words. Sniffsniff. Someone get me a tissue please.

i'm not in love ;
11:02 PM;


GAHH Took a look at my blog and realised the bandwidth for the photo has exceeded. Oh fish. Now I've gotta change the skin. &^$#@$%

i'm not in love ;
5:43 PM;


Hi, yeah I'm here because I decided the bed looks far much better than my chemistry textbook, and maybe cause the flu med is taking effect and thus I'm feeling drowsy.



Okay, maybe the flu med was an excuse. Sigh gotta go back now.
Love, val!

i'm not in love ;
5:40 PM;

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Heyyo!

Today woke up at around 10, went to see the doctor with daddy and sis. So now I have anitbiotics for throat ulcers, flu medicine, and this medicated mouthwash. Antibotics 4 times a day, it's more than the normal 3 times a day so I decided to take it regularly. Which means 12am, 6am, 12pm, 6pm. It isn't that bad I think, cause i'll have reason to wake up then hopefully, I will go study. Pfft. Anyway the worst of the lot is that annoying mouthwash. It tastes like *^%#$^$%#!#%$@! Bleahhh =x

After seeing the doctor, went to each lunch. So now my diet consists of... porridge and fishball noodles and porridge and then fishball noodles..you get it huh. But you know, I've been drinking so much water and liquid lately, my pee is like, 100% clear. It's kinda weird you know. It's like peeing out water o.O Anyway, went to chinatown after to get uniform. That place is seriously seriously packed. But they sell loads of stuff *.* Hahaha food stuff. Most stuff I couldn't eat though. Oh we bought this nice mango pudding dessert thing, and my favourite mochi ^^ Oh yeah, you know, the flour-y rice thing that wraps around the paste inside is the mochi, but with the paste, the whole thing is actually called daifuku. (: Get it? Ever since I learned that it's been picking on me when I see the wrong name. Sigh

Went on to many places later to buy shoes (which in the end I didn't, unfortunately) by order of the Mum. For cny. Hais~ So went home finally at I forgot what time, and I slept all the way. To 6+, cause it was time to take my medicine. And while i was sleeping, I had 3 phonecalls, waaa, at 4.54, then at 5.05 and later at 5.38. SNIFF. Nevermind, I roughly remember blurringly answering the phone calls and brushing everyone off. Oh well x)

Okay shall go now,
love, val!

i'm not in love ;
9:44 PM;

Saturday, December 27, 2008

This must be the worst Christmas for me ever. Sniff. Okay, maybe not the worst, but the worst I've ever felt spending Christmas. On the eve I had a slight fever, then the next day woke up with 38. 1, went on to church for the musical, in between my job running and cue-ing people, slumped down on some chair and took a rest. My body was like some malfunctioning machine, turning hot and cold =S Finally ended the day really really sick with 39.1 and then woke up the next day with fever no more! But now with swollen tonsils. SNIFF. Thus making me miss my Escape date with Nikki. Okay, I'm just glad the musical ended before I really wanted to collaspe.

Hmm, so. Now I'm at home all alone~ It's okay, but I'm bored cause I don't have my laptop so I can't do alot now. But the worst is that I feel bad that I'm actually supressing this teeny weeny voice at the back of my head thats telling me I should be studying chem instead of doing this. Oh that reminds me, I have a show at 9.30. Ahhhh. You see you see! I wholesomely, wonderfully, magnificently suck. Pfft. I need to do some self-hypnotising to make myself actually do some work. But again, I procrastinate too much to actually go self hypnotise myself.(It's possible o.O Go check out mirror hypnotism. I just learned about it ^^)

Cya!
Love, val

i'm not in love ;
8:06 PM;

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Gosh, its so so annoying when your temperature is 37 and you're breathing out hot air while your hands and feet are cold. arghhh save me

i'm not in love ;
11:56 PM;


AIBA!!!

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY!! XDDDD <333

omg so cool, its so so so fun to wish celebs happy birthday. ok im mad
p.s shameera! i knew it was his birthday! i didnt forgot! xDD

okok talk more later!
love, val!

i'm not in love ;
10:46 PM;

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Heyhey!

Ah, while playing piano I suddenly realised I forgot to watch the 2.50 show on KBS. Aw shucks. Too bad it's only on Saturdays. And the worser thing is, I still can't get started on my work. Pfft. -.-||
Please call me miss procrastination.

Oh yea, if I'm not wrong, if I'd only waited about an hour more last night, I could have seen the final episode of Ryuusei no Kizuna immediately. Sniff. But its okay! Ah, the last episode is great! Even if i only understand only 40% of it ^^ Hope kakijun subs it fast! Love this drama, and I totally didn't guess who the murderer was. And I absolutely adore the ending! I can only accept happy endings xD if not I'll start bawling ^.o There's just one thing I can't figure out; exactly who is Shizuna's husband??? Taisuke or Togami?? Pfft, fine, I shall wait for the subs!

And in the meantime, I will have to turn my head back to darling a.maths and continue proving stuff. Gross. Cya!

Love, val

note: Oh yeah, I think I'm getting affected by all the livejournals I've been visiting, I wonder if I should change to lj myself. Should I??

i'm not in love ;
7:15 PM;

Friday, December 19, 2008


こにちは~!

Ahh I love Dean fujioka. Just wanted to say this before I sleep. Heheh, after telling Shameera about him, I got excited myself xD And he makes me want to learn canto (:o) and japanese even more x)
Okay i'm going mad. Haha, its time to sleep yea. Gotta wake up early tmr. 12...that's in six and a half hours. =x Nights!!

拜拜!

Love, val

i'm not in love ;
5:31 AM;

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Heyyyo!

Whoa i woke up late today, at like 4+. Cause slept last night at like 6 when ppl were getting up T.T
I must have been tired cause i didnt notice anyone else getting up, and when i woke up, the whole house was empty O.O except for my grandma watching tv downstairs. Oh well, kk, be back later!

Love, val

i'm not in love ;
5:24 PM;

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

edit/ hahah i got the song from imeem and put it onto my blog so its now compulsory to listen! muahah. x) /edit

heyyo! I'm not dead, yet.
hee (x I got a shock when i came to visit my cobweb-filled blog and saw the number of visits today was a shocking number of 19. I was like ehhhh!?

Anyways, fell in love with a number of songs recently(: Finally went to find that song that plays on the lee hwa jewellery advertisement and its - que reste-t-il de nos amours. Its soothing (:
Then a song from further back is Orion - mika nakashima from the japanese drama im following (x

So, yesterday i decided to give up waiting for all 7 o'clocks on weekdays to watch campus shrewd on channel u after finding that the show has been uploaded onto mysoju xDD Today finally finished watching all 14 episodes (amazingly little for taiwanese shows :o) and im hooked onto this song (; 同一個遺憾


lyrics:

剩下我们 坐在岸边
看着她越走越远
白色星星 迎着海面
沙滩遥远

而她的心
去了哪里
我们都无能为力
是谁的手 能牵她 回来

Chorus:
Does she know
Don't think so
爱上了同一个遗憾
恍然明白 那时候
为何要 对彼此为难
Tell me she knows
I don't think so
我们都不属于她的爱
不能重来的伤害
而我们都学会了释怀


两个朋友 一个最爱
不可能有的未来
只是结局 却让我们 如此意外
她的决定 终于太慢
看那玩笑的安排
你怪
谁的错(谁的错)
我们都 (我们都) 失败

Chorus:
Does she know
Don't think so
爱上了同一个遗憾
恍然明白 那时候
为何要 对彼此为难
Tell me she knows
I don't think so
我们都不属于她的爱
不能重来的伤害
而我们学会了释怀Chorus:
Does she know
Don't think so
爱上了同一个遗憾
恍然明白 那时候
为何要 对彼此为难
Tell me she knows
Cause I don't think so
我们都不属于她的爱
不能重来的伤害
而我们学会了释怀


I'm a sucker for sad songs and ballads xS Haha, anyway the show is seriously too funny. Im alone in my bed watching the show on my laptop and suddenly i find myself grinning some cheesy grin at the screen -.-||

I like my life now ): Everything is going to get busy real soon. I need more time! Okays, i gtg now

Love, val

i'm not in love ;
8:16 PM;