hottears

2009-01-04T16:35:00.006+08:00

still under construction and stuff here and there, but mostly, i've moved. :D

remember to comment!

welcome!

2009-01-03T19:40:00.001+08:00

Still supposed to be doing CWE, but im suddenly reading lauren's posts. whywhywhy. and will you come online dude. wake up!

2009-01-03T19:29:00.002+08:00

i want to migrate to lj. ):

Getting influenced so much by those sites i dl my daily doses of Jstuff from and after visiting lauren's lj it just makes me wanna get one even more. RAWRR. Howw. But looks like CWE has to be placed first. Argh. I wanna burn you, you horrible piece of hw.

2009-01-02T14:40:00.003+08:00

HEY EVERYONE!
I'M BACK! AND STILL ALIVE!

hurhur okay sorry I don't think you needed to know that. Anyway school was okay la i guess. Since today was pretty slack. But my throat is slightly sore since i just spent the whole day talking away. Well, almost. Hehe. But you know, already there are two tests for me next week.

Waa, looks like they are gonna take it fast. :S Mo yada! D:

Okay I shall recuperate a little first and then study later. Cya!!

2009-01-01T23:59:00.003+08:00

Man, it's certainly late. Tomorrow begins in 2 minutes! Though I may be dreading the homework and teachers, who knows, it may be fun and more fulfilling. Well, that is compared to my current life rotting away with videos. x)

I shall look forward to tomorrow! x) Gotta work hard from now on. That'll be my goal for 2009 k? Haha hope I can do it.

K, nights everyone! The work starts tomorrow so have a good sleep!
Love, val!

2009-01-01T00:05:00.004+08:00

Hm, suddenly I feel like I should be doing some new year's dance to welcome the new year. o.O Okay nvm lets just pretend nothing happened. =D

But I have to do this first, so I won't keep writing 2008 on next year's, I mean this year's worksheets =D
Thus, today is officially,

1/1/2009

Haha,
LOVE, val!

2009-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONEEEEEE =DDDD

I wish everyone health, wealth, and happiness!xDD

2008-12-31T23:32:00.003+08:00

Time for me to take my meds soon. Bleah, I'm supposed to take antibiotics 4 times a day right. Well, for today its gonna be 3 I'm afraid. Today I set the alarm at 7, but in the end I only woke up at 11.30. Shucks. Usually I don't really care about antibiotics and I even forget to take them a few times in a row, but this time, I just know that if it returns and the antibiotics doesn't work anymore, I'm dead meat. =X

Argghh this sucks. It's worser when you have to find stuff to eat before taking the medicine. Like who will want to cook porridge for me at 11pm? So I end up eating yogurt. But too much of yogurt is sourrr~ Even blueberry yogurt. D:

2008-12-31T23:02:00.002+08:00

Man, I can't believe I took so freaking long to change a blogskin. Okay, fine I can believe it. I usually take even longer I think. It was crazy, I had about 6 skins shortlisted, asked for sis opinion, went down to 2 skins, and then I finally decided to use the L.lawliet blogskin. But what did I have to do? My body decided that this was the time it wanted to relieve itself of the liquid I had taken. Why do I pee so much these days. Seriously man. Okay so the point was, I went to pee (because I had flashbacks of my dad's constant curses/reminders that I will get kidney stones if I do not do so).

BUT.
BUT.
I don't know if relieving yourself makes you change your decision but after I came back I felt like using the darker blogskin (current). ^$@# And because I am a person who annoyingly has to think alot about such trival stuff, I got confused and went back to ping-ponging between the 2 blogskins.

Okay, so after a long while of trying both of them out, I decided to use the white one again. But when I went to view my blog, the posts were horribly and badly screwed up.

And this, everyone, is how I came to choose this blogskin.

Fine, I shall stop disturbing your peace and wasting 2 mins of your life and end here. (x
Love, val!

p.s thoughts like "why the heck did I just blog about the process of deciding on a blogskin. did I just blog about the lamest thing anyone could ever blog about" are running through my mind and it's ego-devastating. Sniff. Now I'm making up my own words. Sniffsniff. Someone get me a tissue please.

2008-12-31T17:43:00.001+08:00

GAHH Took a look at my blog and realised the bandwidth for the photo has exceeded. Oh fish. Now I've gotta change the skin. &^$#@$%

2008-12-31T17:40:00.002+08:00

Hi, yeah I'm here because I decided the bed looks far much better than my chemistry textbook, and maybe cause the flu med is taking effect and thus I'm feeling drowsy.

Okay, maybe the flu med was an excuse. Sigh gotta go back now.
Love, val!

2008-12-30T21:44:00.002+08:00

Heyyo!

Today woke up at around 10, went to see the doctor with daddy and sis. So now I have anitbiotics for throat ulcers, flu medicine, and this medicated mouthwash. Antibotics 4 times a day, it's more than the normal 3 times a day so I decided to take it regularly. Which means 12am, 6am, 12pm, 6pm. It isn't that bad I think, cause i'll have reason to wake up then hopefully, I will go study. Pfft. Anyway the worst of the lot is that annoying mouthwash. It tastes like *^%#$^$%#!#%$@! Bleahhh =x

After seeing the doctor, went to each lunch. So now my diet consists of... porridge and fishball noodles and porridge and then fishball noodles..you get it huh. But you know, I've been drinking so much water and liquid lately, my pee is like, 100% clear. It's kinda weird you know. It's like peeing out water o.O Anyway, went to chinatown after to get uniform. That place is seriously seriously packed. But they sell loads of stuff *.* Hahaha food stuff. Most stuff I couldn't eat though. Oh we bought this nice mango pudding dessert thing, and my favourite mochi ^^ Oh yeah, you know, the flour-y rice thing that wraps around the paste inside is the mochi, but with the paste, the whole thing is actually called daifuku. (: Get it? Ever since I learned that it's been picking on me when I see the wrong name. Sigh

Went on to many places later to buy shoes (which in the end I didn't, unfortunately) by order of the Mum. For cny. Hais~ So went home finally at I forgot what time, and I slept all the way. To 6+, cause it was time to take my medicine. And while i was sleeping, I had 3 phonecalls, waaa, at 4.54, then at 5.05 and later at 5.38. SNIFF. Nevermind, I roughly remember blurringly answering the phone calls and brushing everyone off. Oh well x)

Okay shall go now,
love, val!

2008-12-27T20:06:00.002+08:00

This must be the worst Christmas for me ever. Sniff. Okay, maybe not the worst, but the worst I've ever felt spending Christmas. On the eve I had a slight fever, then the next day woke up with 38. 1, went on to church for the musical, in between my job running and cue-ing people, slumped down on some chair and took a rest. My body was like some malfunctioning machine, turning hot and cold =S Finally ended the day really really sick with 39.1 and then woke up the next day with fever no more! But now with swollen tonsils. SNIFF. Thus making me miss my Escape date with Nikki. Okay, I'm just glad the musical ended before I really wanted to collaspe.

Hmm, so. Now I'm at home all alone~ It's okay, but I'm bored cause I don't have my laptop so I can't do alot now. But the worst is that I feel bad that I'm actually supressing this teeny weeny voice at the back of my head thats telling me I should be studying chem instead of doing this. Oh that reminds me, I have a show at 9.30. Ahhhh. You see you see! I wholesomely, wonderfully, magnificently suck. Pfft. I need to do some self-hypnotising to make myself actually do some work. But again, I procrastinate too much to actually go self hypnotise myself.(It's possible o.O Go check out mirror hypnotism. I just learned about it ^^)

Cya!
Love, val

2008-12-24T23:56:00.002+08:00

Gosh, its so so annoying when your temperature is 37 and you're breathing out hot air while your hands and feet are cold. arghhh save me

2008-12-24T22:46:00.001+08:00

AIBA!!!

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY!! XDDDD <333

omg so cool, its so so so fun to wish celebs happy birthday. ok im mad
p.s shameera! i knew it was his birthday! i didnt forgot! xDD

okok talk more later!
love, val!

2008-12-20T19:15:00.003+08:00

Heyhey!

Ah, while playing piano I suddenly realised I forgot to watch the 2.50 show on KBS. Aw shucks. Too bad it's only on Saturdays. And the worser thing is, I still can't get started on my work. Pfft. -.-||
Please call me miss procrastination.

Oh yea, if I'm not wrong, if I'd only waited about an hour more last night, I could have seen the final episode of Ryuusei no Kizuna immediately. Sniff. But its okay! Ah, the last episode is great! Even if i only understand only 40% of it ^^ Hope kakijun subs it fast! Love this drama, and I totally didn't guess who the murderer was. And I absolutely adore the ending! I can only accept happy endings xD if not I'll start bawling ^.o There's just one thing I can't figure out; exactly who is Shizuna's husband??? Taisuke or Togami?? Pfft, fine, I shall wait for the subs!

And in the meantime, I will have to turn my head back to darling a.maths and continue proving stuff. Gross. Cya!

Love, val

note: Oh yeah, I think I'm getting affected by all the livejournals I've been visiting, I wonder if I should change to lj myself. Should I??

dean<3

2008-12-19T05:31:00.002+08:00

こにちは~!

Ahh I love Dean fujioka. Just wanted to say this before I sleep. Heheh, after telling Shameera about him, I got excited myself xD And he makes me want to learn canto (:o) and japanese even more x)
Okay i'm going mad. Haha, its time to sleep yea. Gotta wake up early tmr. 12...that's in six and a half hours. =x Nights!!

拜拜!

Love, val

it's late!

2008-12-18T17:24:00.002+08:00

Heyyyo!

Whoa i woke up late today, at like 4+. Cause slept last night at like 6 when ppl were getting up T.T
I must have been tired cause i didnt notice anyone else getting up, and when i woke up, the whole house was empty O.O except for my grandma watching tv downstairs. Oh well, kk, be back later!

Love, val

does she know? i dont think so

2008-12-17T20:16:00.006+08:00

edit/ hahah i got the song from imeem and put it onto my blog so its now compulsory to listen! muahah. x) /edit

heyyo! I'm not dead, yet.
hee (x I got a shock when i came to visit my cobweb-filled blog and saw the number of visits today was a shocking number of 19. I was like ehhhh!?

Anyways, fell in love with a number of songs recently(: Finally went to find that song that plays on the lee hwa jewellery advertisement and its - que reste-t-il de nos amours. Its soothing (:
Then a song from further back is Orion - mika nakashima from the japanese drama im following (x

So, yesterday i decided to give up waiting for all 7 o'clocks on weekdays to watch campus shrewd on channel u after finding that the show has been uploaded onto mysoju xDD Today finally finished watching all 14 episodes (amazingly little for taiwanese shows :o) and im hooked onto this song (; 同一個遺憾

lyrics:

剩下我们坐在岸边
看着她越走越远
白色星星迎着海面
沙滩遥远

而她的心
去了哪里
我们都无能为力
是谁的手能牵她回来

Chorus:
Does she know
Don't think so
爱上了同一个遗憾
恍然明白那时候
为何要对彼此为难
Tell me she knows
I don't think so
我们都不属于她的爱
不能重来的伤害
而我们都学会了释怀

两个朋友一个最爱
不可能有的未来
只是结局却让我们如此意外
她的决定终于太慢
看那玩笑的安排
你怪
谁的错（谁的错）
我们都 (我们都) 失败

Chorus:
Does she know
Don't think so
爱上了同一个遗憾
恍然明白那时候
为何要对彼此为难
Tell me she knows
I don't think so
我们都不属于她的爱
不能重来的伤害
而我们学会了释怀Chorus:
Does she know
Don't think so
爱上了同一个遗憾
恍然明白那时候
为何要对彼此为难
Tell me she knows
Cause I don't think so
我们都不属于她的爱
不能重来的伤害
而我们学会了释怀

I'm a sucker for sad songs and ballads xS Haha, anyway the show is seriously too funny. Im alone in my bed watching the show on my laptop and suddenly i find myself grinning some cheesy grin at the screen -.-||

I like my life now ): Everything is going to get busy real soon. I need more time! Okays, i gtg now

Love, val

it's so close; im on the verge of tears

2008-11-24T00:42:00.003+08:00

heyya

Came back from Malacca today. 3D2N, most of it was spent sleeping in the hotel room o.O Haha, and we watched our first midnight movie in M'sia O.o Dad had headaches and sis had flu, so it wasn't much of a shopping trip this time round. Anyway, Malacca was unbelievably hot. It was so hot your chendol would totally melt in a minute. T.T And somehow, our eating times were mad. I just remembered eating and eating and eating. When did we not??

Anywayanyway, my life is picking up some pace starting from tmr. More things to worry about, things to complete, things to look forward to. I want to press some pause button for my life now ): i need a proper holiday. Sigh

Ahhzz i think this is getting more boring by the moment. Someone buy me a clazziquai CD, i love their songs(: haha okay random sorry

Cya!
Love, val

What would i do? Dont, please.

2008-11-12T19:57:00.005+08:00

Dear diary,

i wonder how it'd feel like to write in a diary. Anyway I've not blogged for a long long time. Hm, now im doing so since i think I've finally ran out of things to do, and my download links are not working. Pfft.

Holidays are... _____. I can't fill in the blanks. I did use to say holidays were boring and i hate it and how school would be much better. But now that i think about it, school sucks as much. Its wednesdayyy~ and maggots are crawling out of me. I think im turning whiter. Seriously. Im just laying in bed all day and watching shows and my body clock has been twisted. Let me check what country i can live in now. My sis says im having jet lag. I think so too. Or im just already nocturnal. Hang on.

Haha. Found it. Auckland.

Ookay. I've already ran out of things to blog about. You know, i have that pink box at the bottom, and somehow every once a week i come here i see "vis. today - 1". And somehow, i always think 'dont bullshit me'. I strongly believe its supposed to be 0. And i also have no idea for whom im blogging for. God? Hoho. Nevermind.

But then again even though im rotting away like this, i hate to think about how it can end fast, and how i'd regret it soon. ZzZZz Whoever you are, are you bored reading this already? cause i am. ):

AAAAAAAhhhhh this sucks. I dont see the point of blogging. Thus pissing me off.
Sigh. Okay, bye.

Love, val.

2008-09-14T19:39:00.000+08:00

i am very.very.very. allergic to dust.
Oh God.

2008-09-05T19:58:00.003+08:00

9pm 9pm 9pm 9pm

knagbfjdbgdjbgfdg the show is at 9pm but who am i supposed to go with even if my mum allows!

2008-09-05T19:48:00.002+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
i want to cry

I only just realised that boys over flowers final movie is out. Warghh. And i sososo wanna go and see it. Just that i have no one to go with. And i wanna go now. waaaaaa. Sniff.
I dont even mind seeing alone actually, but the fact that its showing now and i cant watch it is like freaking cold turkey. Gosh. This is torturing the guts out of me. Im so used to everything being online. Crap. I would certainly like to get a bus down to orchard after dinner and catch the 11pm show. Which kinda has half the theatre filled. Oh man. This is a disaster.

it gets tiring

2008-08-30T21:57:00.002+08:00

Im just looking for the day where i get to collapse and fall and just

sleep.

you got me so hypnotised

2008-08-30T16:46:00.002+08:00

argh my head has been hurting for a few hours. Ahhh save me someone. Maybe its cause ive been sleeping too much. But i've alr been awake for 5 hours! Or maybe its the evil thoughts of nagging homework at the back of my head. Hah, seeing im trying to push it away as far as possible into some black hole in my head, just so i can slack doing nothing.

Someone pass me a panadol!!!

this town is cold enough

2008-08-29T21:44:00.002+08:00

i really really wanna hit myself. For NOT bringing a CAMERA AGAIN on TEACHERS' DAY!! Ahhh. Crap man, kill me. This is so irritating.

Okay enough on the lamenting. Today went to school in crap clothes man. Had to wear beach wear. But didnt have board shorts =.= So i wore this black roxy shirt with black fbts and slippers. How colourful yeah. Dots man. Anw later on borrowed blue board shorts from Gladys. Bollywood dancing was hilarious and stupid. Haha!

Anw after dancing, stupid lessons started. sighsigh. Haha but i bet Mrs Neo knew about the weird fire drill so she didnt start teaching anything at all. Dots. When she came in, she made us do our class dance again! And you know how small the LT is =.= Its certainly not made for dancing. After wasting that bit of time, she went on to brief us about exam timetable and lit. DD: So yeah, just as she was about to finish off, the fire alarm rang. I think everyone was like going "???" or "er..." haha right. So, me and nikki just strolled out, strolled to the toilet, took our time, then walked slightly faster to the field. xD Haha did they ever think to do a firedrill where the damn fire was in the field?? I wonder where everyone would go then.

Later had double english. Sigh, sorry it was boring but how could anyone be in the mood?! its teachers' day! Haha.But it did pass pretty fast. Had recess and then went for celebration, where i got annoyed i didnt bring my camera!! Ahh, thats like the event of the year can. Everything cool and funny happening. Haha i seriously think Mr Teo should be like some lame commentator for a lame show. Like in MTV's lifestyle of the rich and famous. (; (did i get the name correct?)

Yup, and you could feel the school love all around man. Truckloads of ex-SC JC girls came back to celebrate! haha They formed and made up their whole big group at the back of the hall. I bet there were like at least a hundred. Looks like our teachers day lasted very long. O.O i bet cause we had lessons! ha!

And i only realised that next week would be holidays alr, so i only started bringing books back yesterday. And thus i was left with a PILE in school. Seriously man. I am highly sure i brought home like at least 5 kg worth of papers and books today. My arm was breaking. Went with nikki to orchard after the celebration, and ate our rice dumping/california handroll there. (x Yup then we went home cause she had something on. AND THEN. i fell asleep for 5 hours straight...O.O oh gosh. Haha. woke up at 8+ for dinner.

So, to all teachers,

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! <3

val

P.s gosh this post is seriously so colourful

어리석은

2008-08-25T17:43:00.002+08:00

i dont know how im going to survive school
One of the first few things i saw in the morning was a one inch thick pile of homework and assignments and papers waiting for me. What a sight to behold. Hur.

And.

I forgot what i wanted to blog about.
ZzzzZZZzz
Fine, i shall come back later when i get inspiration. Sigh
Cya

wake up call

2008-08-25T17:42:00.001+08:00

[Verse]
I didn't hear what you were saying.
I live on raw emotion baby
I answer questions never maybe
And I'm not kind if you betray me.
So who the hell are you to say we
Never would have made it babe.

[Bridge]
If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I'm taking love
And it's not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What is coming now
So don't say a word

[Chorus]
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here? I don't think so.

[Breakdown]
Would have bled to make you happy
You didn't need to treat me that way
And now you beat me at my own game
And now I find you sleeping soundly
And your lovers screaming loudly
Hear a sound and hit the ground

[Bridge]
If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I'm taking love
And it's not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What's coming now

So don't say a word

Sing with the song of Maroon 5, Wake Up Call lyrics!

[Chorus]
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here?
I don't feel so bad, I don't feel so bad, I don't feel so bad

[Breakdown]
I'm so sorry darling
Did I do the wrong thing?
Oh, what was I thinking?
Is his heart still beating?

Woah oh ohh

[Chorus]
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here anymore? I don't feel so bad

Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
No, he won't come around here. I don't feel so bad

I don't feel so bad (Wake up call)
I don't feel so bad (Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed)
I don't feel so bad (Don't you care about me anymore?)
Care about me? I don't feel so bad.
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?

I'm hooked
sigh

I AM BLIND

2008-08-24T19:38:00.002+08:00

this sucks.

grrr. Today is not a very good day. It rained so many times we had to keep getting out and setting our kayaks. And then we had to capsize. To which i thought i was going to drop my glasses. So i passed it to Kim. On its way there though, it accidentally slipped into the deeeeep, gray/brown sea. $%^!@#$%">$%^!@#$%#@ Sigh. Then, i realised i forgot to bring my clothes, except a shirt. And then it was still raining, so we had to walk back to the bus in the heavy rain. lalala. Thus, i was wet, freezing, slipping, and blind.

And i am NOT looking forward to school tomorrow.

SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-23T22:44:00.003+08:00

booya

just finished bathing and im currently depressing myself about thinking how my hair is going to be ruined for the next one week because i actually adore my hair. grr. but maybe we wont be soaking so long in the seawater this time. o.o hopefully. Cant stand it. Makes my hair feel like hay.

so, this one week was spent at HCI. Sabbaticals really feel like sabbaticals man. To me anyway. It has been a holiday. Built out of its foundation of illusion. T.T Haha so the cycle goes like this: hci, sleep, read, sleep. Repeat. xD Joy to the world. Actually i have a whole crap load to say about the module butttttttt, it would take another 500 words. So with the least amount of words i can manage, it has been: complicated, slack, amusing, mind baffling. Haha i actually dont understand 80% of the module. I just like doing the practicals like making candles, soaps, perfumes. Making aspirin is not very fun though. My jacket currently smells like vinegar thanks to it. Anw, i miss hci. sniff. I miss it as a package. I must say though, maybe its cause they've had too many exchanges, their hospitality is not very good. =.=

Today went to sentosa, hci and scgs supposed to host the trip for uttam girls. Not very fun. Seriously, who would want to go to Sentosa when its raining the whole day. But we apparently cannot predict so we got stuck there with drizzles. Though it made the temperature quite nice, Sentosa became a tad moodier. Grr. I was pretty much looking forward to sun and fun. Haha oh well.

Oh yea, yesterday at cell, near the end, everyone like went out to see fireworks. Haha pretty pretty. I think the sounds make it all so hyped up. Cause usually i cant be bothered when i think about it. Doesnt sound very interesting does it, just lights exploding in the air. But it was cool. xD Wish i had my camera with me ):

Okay, gotta go now. Not looking forward to my pile of hw in school.
sniff.
cya

2008-08-18T20:02:00.001+08:00

of course. thats the only thing it'll seem to take to get me off the darn book and have a mood bad enough to summon an ice age

a thousand times hurting more each time

2008-08-18T19:54:00.001+08:00

i could fill this whole page
but the pain would come again sometime later again
im sure.

new blogskin!

2008-08-11T03:48:00.002+08:00

Yayness i officially declare ( i dont think its the first time though) that im insane.

Why? Its 3.47am and i just finished doing up my blogskin. Good for me. Sigh. Don't know how long i will keep this blog skin. It seems so plain and simple yea? Haha but kinda soothing. Even though i have absolutely no idea how to er, alter the imeem playlist thing, so that it like sticks out. Grr. I still have to put it up, cause its so nice i just wanna relax and chill off each time i listen to it. And i do realise that the right of my blog is a little too pink, so i guess i'll change my tagboard colour in due time.

Holiday tmr! And school starts after that. :S Rawr. Tomorrow hafta go beach road to make no1, then meeting nikki. I seriously detest beach road. zz. haha kk cya all!

love-
val(:

give me back the tears i cried

2008-08-11T01:27:00.002+08:00

aiyo really very ma fan to post. why do people like to do this?? I can hardly get past the login stage where i have to type in a stupid password. grr. ok i sound really lazy haha

anyway this past week has been rather busy. cant even rmb what i've been doing. but i sure do know it hasnt been a good one. :S majority of it anyway. school life sucks. my 2008 has been pretty screwed up. and i've seen quite a few examples of how one single person can crush/ruin someone else's life. or a few at that. okayokay away from being emo

hm, 0808 was quite interesting/fun/annoying, very tiring. parade itself was back breaking. the usual standing there for a long time. and admiring how qiying can not even move a single muscle. hahaha! okay la. this year have to try harder thanks to gloves. and since everyone sitting down, can see clearer right. more nervous. thanks to nikki and er.. some other voices (sorry!) who shouted out my name as i marched past. but then straight after my name came much louder bursts of laughter. thanks thanks. T.T

after that went to tp to buy more stuff for farewell with chloe. and 2 annoying events happened. 1) chloe lost her wallet. 2) i left half the presents at tp. ahhhhh! i wanted to tear my hair out. took a taxi from eunos to east coast. walked a crapload of a way to the area.

haha farewell was kinda fun i guess. in charge of the make up station. which was a huge laugh ahaha. the bbq was fun. xD but never take the risk of getting those disposable bbq pits stuff =.= even tho 1 good advantage is you can sit down. took quite some time for the charcoal to be lighted properly and stuff. since the wind was blowingggggg nuts. haha i love mutton satay!!!

etcetc, went home at like 9+ reached home arnd 10. and i clearly rmb despite my sleepiness, my family forced me to stay awake to support and see Singapore marching in for the olympics in Beijing. Man... i was ready to sleep on the stairs ok! Hahah dunno what i did also. next morning woke up with loads of muscle ache.

haha kk off to change blogskin.
cyaa!
val

2008-08-03T19:54:00.002+08:00

see la see la kena forced to blog about nat by nat. tsk

haha anw slept at 4.30am last night. but amazingly wasnt that tired this morning. haha maybe cause i woke up at 9+ and had like 5 hours of sleep. which is my usual. ah well.

yup so had service then went off to meet nat at PS. ate (which drained my $$.sheesh) and then went to buy stuff for farewell party. tsk took really long. find here find there. and somemore had to buy 3 (p****** and e****) hahaa. secret. but very heavy =.=

went on our way back at arnd 4 plus, got mind-manipulated to go to nats house AGAIN. haha lol but it was fun! haha amazing. cause i did something ridiculous. like doing nat's make up. wahaha super fun. i took a plastic bag. went to her drawer. picked out lots of stuff. then went to nat and started drawingg. ahahha. really look like monster. and smokey eyes really look like blue black eyes. =.= die. next time cannot do for myself. ahaha apparently the only thing i only know how to do is put eyeliner. hohoho. yay i had quite a few good achievements for a first timer according to nat. and thanks for being my barbie doll! <3<3<3 hahaha

yup, went home arnd 5+
haha okay this post is amazingly short. gotta go and do more stuff!
cyaa!
<3, val

desperate.

2008-08-02T16:52:00.001+08:00

i am desperate. to go out. oh man. seriously la, why do i have to keep on spending my saturdays at home!! waa. can die.
i really wanna go to:
1) sentosa
2) escape
3) east coast
4) overseas! (yea right)
5) clarkquay

(Singapore really has limited land.... what a sorry state.)

and i really want to:
1) cycle
2) play.
3) scream shout laughh
4) go for rides

ahh man. one of limited free weekends and yet i cant do anything. okay i think if i harp on it any longer i can start crying. aiya i really need to go out with nikki la. so long havent gone out!
>:( haha. but sad she got no time for me. ah well. so dont you people bother to ask her out if she got time! wahahha. okay i sound mad. but sheesh. think i got so much time isit. once hols start shes going to be flying around the world while i sweat it out here. someone pity me?

anyway, cant really be bothered to blog about school. So busy i cant even rmb what i did. results have been disappointing. tests have been annoying. ncc has been time consuming. sniff. i cant believe i sewed on 3 things onto my uni last last night in 1 and a half hours. AMAZING.

kk bored with blogging.
gotta go now!
haha cya
<3,val

i hate this feeling. arggh

2008-07-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

i rock. like seriously man.

i opened my tys, i closed it.
i slept at 2+, woke up at 7.38
halfway, i saw chloe talking to me on msn. i replied 'kk' and went back to sleep. just catching bits of info.
ate at 7+. watched tv till 8.
came up, slacked on the com till 10.
went to bathe. so late.
and now at 11.52,
im blogging and sorta playing maple
due to boredom and the understanding that i will not be able to sleep.
and whereby i will repeat the cycle tmr of sleeping in class

ahhhh
i suck. no one can beat me man.

if all i wanna do is speak my mind

2008-07-22T23:45:00.003+08:00

i am declaring myself mad by being here. at 11.45pm. and having to wake up at 545 tmr.
what is wrong with me. ahh well. when im busy i sleep at 12.30/1. when im not, i still have to sleep at earliest 12. i swear something is wrong.

anw. today. was pretty cool. hahah it zoomed past quite fast. i think thanks to chinese test. but no thanks that it was so freaking hard. okay i think i could do maybe a bit better, but whats up with the very little time! i mean thats reserved for ss, history and literature lah.

after school..wahah. okay some stupid event happened. which made me feel stunned/ashamed/weird/embarrased. but oh well. dont think i can do much about it. haha the description is long and im running out of time so you can just come ask me if you wanna know.

hmm. so after schl went to lunch and talked. and talked. and talked somemore! with dearest nikki. wahaha. (her ego is gna be boosted even more with this (; ) haha it was fun and interesting la. we were talking about past present future. okay actually i think 80% of it was about past. hahah and i loved every minute. it rocks to just sit there and talk with your best friend and be so carefree knowing you dont have a maaajor test nearby. and homework lurking around.

after that went to horrible toa payoh for a hm. long while. haha 1 hr? went to buy some stuff, and helped nikki buy her pen. halfway thru, smsed nat and realised i was supposed to be in school T.T gah. haha so still continued doing my stuff. since she didnt reply me. when i reached my bus stop, decided to go find out what was that important thing they were discussing haha so went back to schl. hm had discussion then went to practice a little for national day. it was. hiiiilarious. kinda. haha!

yup, came back at abt 6+, bathe, ate, then i just finished the proposal. and nowww. im gna sleep!
hahha. ytd slept at 1. madness.
woohoo! im so proud of myself. i just mastered the art of writing short posts. haha!

cya!!
<3, val

falling into the brink of danger

2008-07-21T18:19:00.005+08:00

today is not a very good day. sigh
my mood just spirals all the way down. zz.

woke up this morning, felt quite good. Cause it was cool since it rained. Mm.. left house abt 12+, when to nats to find my revision worksheet. started drizzling halfway on my journey. haiya. nats mum lent me this hot pink umbrella to take when i left haha.

yup so. ha..this was when it all started. see la. okay imagine, walking slowly under the umbrella, its drizzling quite abit around you, with ear phones that muffles out all sounds around you, you can only hear the music playing on your phone. so its like your own world. o.O and then you're playing some jay chou song. and its usually those heartbreak songs. haiyaaaaa. see la. then i started to get melancholic. what shit.

then arrived at shaw, nikki smsed say meet at paragon. so bought some subway cookies and went on my way there. haiya. quite near la. so walked there. so imagine the same thing, just that this time with cookies T.T hais. became feelingless. walao the song was hypnotising can. went to sit at starbucks and waited for nikki. she came..and i was still feeling like that. grr. then mood went up a tiny tiny bit when we started talking.. and then kinda spiralled downwards at one point. zz. then it got stuck there. walked around for abit and then she had to go. so accompanied her to metro then left on my way back. walkwalkwalk. still in that dazed mood. then when i boarded my bus i realised i didnt have my earphones with me. called nikki.. she helped to check and then still dont have. hah. great. but then i didnt really feel sad or anything. still in that stupid melancholic mood. grrr. came back, played for a long time on the piano. ): didnt help. usually it does. oh well. so now im back. and im stuck with jay chou's music. arghhhhh. and then i just read something. and my mood kinda slided down abit more. sigh. i just wanna sleep.

not good not good. . i'll wait for tmr to come then.
cya
val

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it was made to be broken

2008-07-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

i. am. so. so. sleepy.
like very. like those 'once-your-head-touches-the-pillow-you're-gonna-KO' sleepy. haha sighsigh. BUT ITS FRIDAY weehoo. weekends rocks okay. they make me sane(:

Yup, so the whole week's been busybusybusy. Parents left on tues for the mission trip, had listening compre on that day too. which was... nvm. say alr you wont know what im saying anw. haha! yup, hm.. went out for awhile with nikki after that, ate subway cookies and walked around orchard(: okayokay, i think we didnt walk around, we just walked very, extremely slowly, with much heaviness, to our bus stops =.= sighsigh, moaning about amath test the next day and the listening compre, then walking in silence thinking about our sad lives due to block tests. hahhaa.
amath test on tues was okay i guess. just a question that i wasnt sure how to do. quite pleased with my results, saw it ytd, but didnt manage to see the paper yet. i could still do better though! (:

anyway, the horror of all horrors was chem block tests. THAT. was. aiyo nvm, say alr wait get depression. the studying is like crap. a shitload to study, and alot of what i didnt study, came out. great! sighsighsigh. hope i pass fairly alright. :S

Then had NCC. which was. kinda. weird. haha cause there were only me, lauren and joanna. And, something rather bad happened. sighsighsigh. haha you can ask me about it T.T Kinda hilarious, kinda ridiculous. tsk

Todaaaaay. was. fun! haha after school anyway. had ce, which i just spent talking to nikki la, as usual. cept the part where her group had to present. Then double english. Oh man, i could have died in that. At first i was doing emath, then we were passed a compre, and told to do it. haaaais. yup, the passage was so boring i really wanted to sleep. which i did. for 1 or 2 mins anw. xD sighness. haha so i realised we really had to hand up summary, so rushed it out in the last 15 mins. Had recess, which was boring. then chinese. which was, erm. quite cool. cause i listened and did my work! amazing right. ahaha. almost la. cause nikki had to do her summary, so i just followed the lesson. :O haha. then had chem! interesting interesting! francium is cool la. haha we saw videos of people throwing super reactive metals into water. which can like make HUMONGOUS explosions! and break a bathtub. ahahha. Francium the best la. Looked like some nuclear bomb. thrown into the sea, it had like this huge mushroom cloud forming. :o

then bell rangggggggg! schools over! woohoo, the elation, the celebration, the excitement! haha! me and nicole went to find ms sie to pass her a form, and on our way back we were kinda skipping/running, at the same time hi fiving each other and shouting out goodbyes to everyone!
lalala tgif! hehe(: Yup, so went with nikki to orchard. she didnt really know whether to watch a movie or not so we just sat at shaw first. made some calls, smsed, and tada! we bought tickets to THE DARK KNIGHT! cool cool coolman. we watched it on its opening! haha but only half the theatre full. and before the show started, i went in and out like 3 times. sigh hahaa the people must really hate me. first time was to go to the toilet. 2nd time was to go and take my bag out for nikki cause she bought bubble tea without bringing her bag, and we had to smuggle it in mah, haha lol. then last time was going in with her. ahaha.and our seats were rather high up, so each time i ran in and out i had to run over 20/30+ small steps. tsk, i was seriously gonna get a headache looking at all the red lines on the floor. and trying not to fall. i really very scared of stairs la hor. not really fated with them this year T.T

hmm, for the movie, haha. like the first 1/2 hr i kept asking nikki what was happening. haha cause i realised quite a long time had passed and i still wasnt sure what was happening. =.= so i had to keep asking her. haiya. really la. their english quite hard to catch when they're talking so fast. and i was eating. so maybe i was paying more attention on my cookie. haha! or maybe my chewing like muffled their talking. sigh. so i had to listen as hard as i do in history class for one of the portions. ahahha! A super long show, 2h 40 mins i think.. haha it was really a cool show. action was great, effects were cool. but i think sometimes quite anti climax. sigh. haha but all in all it was really good la i guess, tho i wasnt as gaga over it as i was over vantage point. nikki said maybe its cause its very long. haha. anw i was freeeezing in the cinema. and we took turns to share our jacket, tho she said my jacket smelt of my cookies., though i dont see whats so bad abt it ahahha. oh and cause i was so amazed at everything i was like asking nikki to do what i saw in the movie.

me: omg.. so cool! *whisper* eheh nikki, next time when you grow up, and become rich; eh wait you alr rich. okay when you become very very rich, can you go buy a plane?? then i can go sit! :D
nikki: HAHA yeayea

15 mins later

me: omg. wa..eh nikki! next time when you become very rich can you go make your building like that?? and call it TAY. ( you know bruce wayne had his 'wayne' building. hahha)
nikki: hhaha, i'll call it nikki
me: okok, then i'll go visit you :D

10 mins later

me: nikki! next time can you wear like that when you're a lawyer?
nikki:....

16 mins later

me: nikki..
nikki: *whisper-shouted* val! . shh!

me: heh hahha. (shuts up.. until the next episode of this happens again. but i stoppped la (: )

hahaha not my fault i was so fascinated with so many things la. kk shld go watch la i guess (: joker was cool. though rather mad and twisted.

yup, so finished at 5++ :o. hhaha. nikki went home and i went to take a train to novena to find tashka and my sis. wa at first i took wrong train la. then i realised only at douby ghaut. haha tsk
did some work at macs at united sq, then went for sermon at church. hahha worship was long, and the sermon was rather good i guess. hhaha what a funny pastor. but i think like several times during the sermon the 'guilty-as-charged' stamp was like being stamped in my head. hahhaa. okay la not so many (x Hmm, went out for awhile halfway cause i was having freaking cramps. so cold la inside. whats up with that place. zzz. so went out and stood outside the air con things, which blew out hot air. and made my whole body feel soo sooo sooooooooo comfortable. waa. heaven. hahaha!

yup, so aunty siok mian sent us home at the end and now im home! and now that im almost done with this post, my eyes are seriously. going. to close. like i . can. see... the bottom.. of my.. eyelids..and its closing..........................

ahhhhhh!
kkkkk haha i gtg alr la
cya all!
<3<3<3<3<3
val(:

i'll scream 'why'

2008-07-13T19:02:00.003+08:00

i dont believe this
maybe i should just love myself more and put myself first

why does someone always have to ruin my mood each time i start something???

oh crap

2008-07-13T01:37:00.002+08:00

i spot wavy hair on the top of my head!
ahhh!!!!!!!

im gonna gain 2kg. hais

2008-07-12T20:08:00.002+08:00

now at tashka's house.

wa, just had dinner. my gosh. everytime i come here i eat like some pig.
so i just had like 2 and a half plates of spaghetti, and i have no idea how many meatballs :o

hm now blogging on tashka's vaio and it keeps giving me electric shocks! >:( grrr. the metal rims keep stinging me. sighsigh. her room is like so nice and comfy and cosy. boohoo i wanna stay here.

kaykay ive gotta go now(:

cya

TGIF!!

2008-07-11T15:57:00.001+08:00

i love the way it feels;

2008-07-09T21:02:00.004+08:00

woah. okay i was supposed to do history essay.

haha anyway last night slept at 1, studied bio from when? 12.45 to 1. wahaha. yup okay then bio test was surprisingly easy. but easy doesnt mean i know how to do all though xS well, im sure if i had studied properly then can do all la. anw, it was kinda of a shock too cause i had no idea we have to do a graph and like do essay questions. haha

the rest of the day was pretty cool. in fact i love today. (: tho there were a few boring lessons here and there, it was pretty much filled up with assembly and career talk. anw the fact that i managed to catch up with nikki was good enough. wahaha. (x assembly was prefect nominations. ahaha. i was thinking whether to void my votes. oh well. haha i didnt if you want to know. career talk was quite. interesting. haha though i knew pretty much what she was talking about. but those insights into the job were quite cool though (: had an ss lecture, which was spent conversing with nikki rather animatedly about our career talks, till we got shushed by pris, and our papers were blank. oh well! time passed pretty fast due to it tho hahaha.

stayed back in the ncc room after school to have ncc meeting with mr jo. haha! confidential, but highly amusing and funny haha. okay so like it ended at 4.30 and i stayed back for idunnowhat, and hanged around with xinyuan and lauren, waiting for qiying and joanna and chloe who took a highly ridiculous long time to take qiying's bag from class. tskk. and the minutes of meeting were with them thats why. ah well.

went home at like 6, with lauren. came online.. for about..15 mins. decided i need to rest my eyes, and the next thing i knew i was as asleep as a dead log. haha fine not so asleep. but wa it was the most solid sleep i've ever had. like ytd, i had my 20 mins sleep. wa. its like in this time, you can be woken up by other stupid things (like people talking downstairs, sister walking ridiculously loudly outside, etc) but then when you lie back on the bed you just knock out again. and you dont dream. you just really get your sleep. wow. haha i think my poor body was really telling me i needed my sleep. ah well. i slept at..okay i dont know. sigh but i know i woke up at like 8.15? wa.. 1 hr plus i think. <33 and when i came online i realised my laptop had just shut down. i hate it when it does this. then cause i never close anything on my laptop, except the laptop itself when i go out/sleep/downstairs or anything, when it shut down, msg history isnt saved, i lost my links and websites i was at. and i have to restart everything. sheesh. oh yea, i think someone talked to me on msn when i was sleeping, i heard. but since my laptop decided to die, im sorry i dont know what you said xS

anw argh freak. im ridiculously sick again. what is up!? everyday hot cold hot cold, then at night got fever. excuse me what crap. sheesh. and my nose is dripping like no one's business. sigh. so frustrating to keep on sniffing.

okay im slacking. im supposed to bathe.
and things i've still yet to do; ce ppt, history essay!!!!!, minutes of meeting

sigh, ok last part, since nat wants her name here so much, i shall write out a small part here that involves her. haha

anyway yea, sat i went to her house (: wahaha i think the main attraction is her wardrobe. zz if i go there too many times its gna make me a bimbo before i can say 'boo!' haha. anyway its still cool la. like going barbie doll's house. heehee. anyway, we talked, planned some stuff, tried to study bio (but apparently failed. stupiddd.) haha and her house reception amazingly lousy one la. like the internet on 2nd level. but you go 3rd level got no more internet connection, then phone connection have to walk out to the enormous balcony then have reception. alamak. !? yup, then spent most of the time around her huge wardrobe. haha! cause invited her to church and all that, so was helping her choose clothes, at the same time admiring how her heels could give the illusion that my legs were actually long. ahah! okok anw, sun went her house again, picked her up at 8, rushed her, got out of the house at 8.30, took a taxi and rushed to church. ahaha. after service, went back again, to study bio. sorta more successful than sat, but still not very. 3+ went to dress up again and all that, then took a taxi to pretty clark quay at 4+ hee (:
hmm. and yea, the night at clark quay was beautiful(: went back at 8+ sadly, couldnt stay any longer, cause promised parents i'd be back early. yup, so went back, changed out. and went home (: haha love, nat(;

okay, gotta go now. shall assess the priority and consequences of not doing history essay. hmm.
(x

cya all!
<3,>

thefirst&last;

2008-07-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey ya'all!

haha this post is for my greatest bestest friend,

nikki!

yea okay so i just wanna thank her for today (: Had a talk after so long (well, it felt like during the short hols), walked/paced/sat around the lobby and chatted for one hour. Thanks for making everything normal again, thanks for clearing my mind, thanks for making it seem right, thanks for the advice, thanks for listening, thanks for the call. (:
♥♥♥♥

yup, i dont know what i would do without such people in my life. Bestfriends seem to be Godsent when you feel everything's perfect again. Even if they're just there.

if only they'd be here forever,
it could be happiness everyday(:

loveyouloads<3, color="#993399">

2008-07-09T00:08:00.000+08:00

why cant i fucking study!?!

i wonder if it even makes a difference

2008-07-08T23:51:00.002+08:00

hm, i wonder if you cut yourself, and then draw over the cuts with a pen,
would it become a tattoo? (: pretty cool
haha ignore, its some random note

sigh dont know what im doing.
i think i just did nothing but daydream, stone, stare, chat a little for the past one hour.

----------------------------------

I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
[ Makes Me Wonder lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day I'll wake up
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause..

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you and I...
And so this is goodbye

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah (x 3)
(Oh no)

- makes me wonder

wake up wake up!!

2008-07-08T20:18:00.001+08:00

argh i keep falling asleep!
what is wrong with me zzzzzz

unbreak my heart; uncry these tears

2008-07-07T23:26:00.001+08:00

i cannot freaking believe, i just wasted past these 3 days
and i didnt study!

and like lit test is tmr. and im talking on msn instead of reading whale rider.
GREAT. so dead. sososo dead. i better go pray.

<3val

and we try to make it work; i think i'm going crazy

2008-07-07T17:13:00.001+08:00

i love rowntrees pastilles <3 oops i think i just ate the whole tube. sighh. (x

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Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up [3x]
Shut it up, just shut up
Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up [3x]
Shut it up, just shut up

[Chorus]
We try to take it slow
But we're still losin control
And we try to make it work
But it still isn't the worst
And I'm craaazzzy
For tryin to be your laaadddy
I think I'm goin crazy

Girl, me and you were just fine (you know)
We wine and dine
Did them things that couples do when in love (you know)
Walks on the beach and stuff (you know)
Things that lovers say and do
I love you boo, I love you too
I miss you a lot, I miss you even more
That's why I flew you out
When we was on tour
But then something got out of hand
You start yellin when I'm with my friends
Even though I had legitimate reasons (bull shit)
You know I have to make them evidence (bull shit)
How could you trust our private lives girl
That's why you don't believe my lies
And quit this lecture

[Chorus]

Why does he know she gotta move so fast
Love is progress if you could make it last
Why is it that you just lose control
Every time you agree on takin it slow
So why does it got to be so damn tough
Cuz fools in lust could never get enough of love
Showin him the love that you be givin
Changing up your livin
For a lovin transistion
Girl lip so much she tryin to get you to listen
Few mad at each other has become our tradition
You yell, I yell, everybody yells
Got neighbors across the street sayin
“Who the hell?!?”
Who the hell?
What the hell's going down?
Too much of the bickering
Kill it with the sound and

[Chorus]

Girl our love is dyin
Why can't you stop tryin
I never been a quitah
But I do deserve betta
Believe me I will do bad
Let's forget the past
And let's start this new plan
Why? Cuz it's the same old routine
And then next week I hear them scream
Girl I know you're tired of the things they say
You're damn right
Cuz I heard them lame dame excuses just yesterday
That was a different thing
No it ain't
That was a different thing
No it ain't
That was a different thing
It was the same damn thing
Same ass excuses
Boy you're usless
Whhoooaaaa

[Chorus]

Stop the talking baby
Or I start walking baby
Is that all there is [repeat]

Escucha por favor

2008-07-07T13:55:00.000+08:00

sigh

this takes up more energy than taking care of five 4 year olds.

the 3 years you were here, the 3 years i was alone

2008-07-07T12:26:00.002+08:00

damn bored with bio can. freak
i seriously dont know if im remembering anything. pray i do :S sighh.

is your love a lie?

2008-07-05T11:15:00.002+08:00

wahah. last night was weird.
i think. i was looking at blogskins. yup. then dunno how..

ok i was sitting on my bed crossed legged, laptop in front of me right.
somehow i fell asleep. o.O and when i woke up i was still cross legged just that my back was now on the bed and my head on the pillow. ahaha. wa i never ever slept like that before. and i have no idea at what time i fell asleep. but i know i woke up at like 3.30 O.o hahaha. i was pretty stunned that i slept like that. so i closed my laptop, put it on the floor. but this time i couldnt get back to sleep. aiyo. so nvm, i think i lay in bed for like 15 mins before managing to fall asleep, but then after that i had a super light sleep throughout. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. how irritating.

hahah okay la, yea i did come to blog abt my sleep (x
=p haha cya ltr!

val<3

isn't she lucky

2008-07-04T23:18:00.001+08:00

i was never good at this,
how come it never seems to work out?

2008-07-04T18:04:00.003+08:00

its good for you if you comfort me when im sad
its bad for you if you dont support me when im angry.
very.

arghh
someone buy me black eyed peas cd

2008-07-03T22:51:00.001+08:00

i hate this.
im about one step back to square one.

i wanna leave singapore and get a new life.
sigh.

and i thought our school was big.

2008-07-03T20:06:00.002+08:00

hm, today pt was interesting. but since i was sick, it was kind of a torture to half run and half walk 5 km. haiya.

so..yea. went to malcom park, walked into the road to the back of sji.. walk somemore.. past cjc..then a few cadets started falling out... so i didnt have to make myself run anymore. but i felt pretty uncomfortable being so far behind. wa and i didnt know the way back ok. but then apparently its like one way. sorta. mm. yea.. in the end 4 cadets fell out..so i walked with them past chancery area..past nats house.. ahha. then acs.. then all the way back to school.

wa tiring man. but interesting. i had NO IDEA. sji was so big. seriously la. walao. and it looks so resort like.. o.OO like theres this area that looked like the front of the lobby area of the resort that kind of thing HAHA. ok. yup. and cjc looked so rundown. hais. and like all the houses along the way was. wa. like ginormous and for the rich. tsk. but pretty tho. so i was admiring houses all the way, and hearing dogs bark at us.

yup, so after parade, talked to ma'am stacey in the courtyard, got chased by the guards..then went on to talk in the room. first time people leave before me man. hoho okay.

so yea, i'll leave the next post for another time (:
cya

sigh i think i need an emergency trip to nats house la.
help. going to go mental soon.. ):

2008 sucks

2008-07-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

wa sian.

effing sick. cant stand it. my nose is like some running tap. im like sniffing with some tissue, and ah-chooing while walking around the house. sigh. and i hate waking up. the freaking pain from my dry throat is soooooooooo pain i cant stand it.

sighsigh sigh. school tomorrow. with same old boring subjects and same old boring teachers. sigh im going to cry. i think the only good thing today was my nap. tho it was disturbed by some highly annoying people downstairs trying to shift furniture into my house. sheesh. oh well at least i managed to sleep arnd 2 hours? (:

okay, i gotta go get my absolutely precious sleep now.
haha cya!

2008-07-02T14:50:00.002+08:00

haha i dont think i'll ever finish my posts about the last 2 days of spec course OR uk trip
but oh well

anyway, im free today.
ever since school started i have been freaking tired. ): And i realised that this year, i have been wanting to sleep in class, and ive been getting sick more often too. Hah. usually i get sick only like twice a year. Now im like going to doze off in almost every class. sigh

So, yesterday was chinese orals. hah, freaked me out. ok not really. abit. i was like the second last person, and to keep me and nikki from getting scared, i was like making all sorts of funny comments, and singing songs. wahah i think my sense of humour has never been so good before. yup, and i got scared when there were like 3 people left. haiya. Well, orals wasnt so good, but it wasnt that bad either. I thank God that i had something to say, even tho i couldnt really think of the chinese words for it. ahhh. let me show you an excerpt from my orals.

Question: Students nowdays prefer to go to poly (li gong zue yuan) rather than jc (chu ji xue yuan), what do you think of this?

me: blablabla, give opinions on poly
a while later..
me: wo jue de ling yi ge ... ge.. ge..
teacher : chu ji xue yuan?
me: ahh, dui dui chu ji xue yuan! Wo jue de ta blablablalba

(translated: i feel that the..the..the..
jc?
ahh yeayeayea i feel that jc is blablabla)

moments later
me: um, wo hui qu... er...(talk softer) na ge xue xiao shi shen me ah? (something lidat)
laoshi: chu ji xue yuan?
me: ahh shi shi!

(translated: erm, i will go to...er. oh what was that school just now ah?
jc?
ahhh yes yes!)

oh man... so you see what i mean by bad. and i kept repeating my points too. sigh oh well

anyway after orals, went out with nikki to heeren. we were in a state of stoning and shock okay.
this is what o levels do to you. we were like sitting there in silence, staring at our cake and into space.. and despite the quite nice but not very nice either cake, i didnt have appetite. sigh. wa like all my organs disappear alr. ok, managed to recover abit and made our way to paragon.
for what?
...
..
.
supermarket! haha. cause our books were so heavy, especially with my ridiculously heavy file and my paper bag of boots and more papers. so we decided to use the trolley. smart right!
aha so we just talked and walked around the supermarket. ahhaa. fun. (: and i saw a 20 bucks rock melon. seriously man. madness. and then we stood and stared at the nice mussels/salmon. and drooled. ok we didnt. but. it looked so nice and comforting. hais.

yup, so after that we brought the trolley out.. walked around the level with the trolley. haha. its super useful. (x

after we walked the area, we decided to go up. which. was. very tiring. hais. i was so so so tired and i was burdened with all my stupid stuff. and it was so heavy that we'll sit down on some random bench and talk for 5 mins and carry on walking again.

haha, so walked aimlessly around the place, and since it was paragon, we couldnt exactly go into the shops that were there. so we went into muji ( which we pronounce as mu ji. hen. mother chicken. x)

yup, so afterwards nikki had to rush off. so i took an effffffffffffffffing squashed bus home. SHEESH. i hate buses.

mm, for today? was going to sleep in amath, attempted sleeping at the ending of chem class. hais.
recess was fun. haha. amazingly. quite la. wahhaa. we ate..talked. then we decided to call upon the spanish school about our very very very overdued lessons.
seriously man, we've been waiting since like feb. excuse me!?

ok, so since i had the card in my wallet, we went to the public phone and i called the place.
hais. haha the conversation was rather funny. especially at the end.

the woman: okay so you 2 are teenagers right?
me: yup.
the woman: oh okay, so you're having school now?
me: uh huh! its recess(: ! byee!
put down phone.

haha. after the phonecall, (we seriously thought they close down or sth lor. walao. wait so long)
nikki and i went to play at the see saws. which is serrrrriously fun. hahah! so first we were trying to balance the seesaw while sitting down. haha funny. haiya anw we failed at that lor. haha but the whole process was hilarious. then we tried doing it standing up. and failed again. haha. so after that went back to class.

had the last lesson, which was chinese, haha where we just talked and talked. lao shi went off at 1.40 so we talked even more till 2. (: so we had a very intellectual discussion which was rather enlightening and at the same time depressing. aiyo. i really need to buck up :S

haha so schl ended and now im home. and i really need my sleep. aha. so cya!
LOVE!

UK PICTURES! xD

2008-06-17T15:00:00.014+08:00

Wahah what you all've been waiting for (x

Haha here are the uk pics, not really in chronological order, but quite. haha. these are pics starting from the last day (:

Oh and i did post before this, so you can scroll down to read the previous post if you want(:

The Globe where we watched midsummer's night dream. which was quite good. haha second best of our list of plays i must say (: It was rather funny hahaha. And you could like eat and walk down to below the stage if you wanted during the play (:

Whee my bbc pass. hahaa that place was cool (: Especially the green screen, weather forecasts, our 'talk show' etcetc ahha.

Big ben and london eye! haha see it see it??

This is the... palace. Haha nope it isnt. its the national history/historic(cant rmb) museum. Haha and this pic shows only like HALF of it. seriously, its humongous man. Oh, and its free entry (;

Wahah what you see when you walk into the museum. Sorry i didnt take a
proper photo of the ginormous t-rex. heh. Oh i dont think we actually walked and visited every part of the museum. haha after awhile it got slightly boring :X

River Thames! Which i can never pronounce or rmb correctly hahaa

Woman in Black (x the bessssst. play of all. Super nice. Haha i didnt even sleep abit (x

But that woman's scream is horribly terribly scary man

Haha i dont think you can see that sign on the left but it says something like

'The stairway has --9 steps' haha i cant see too. and i forgot but it was almost 200 i think. Haha when you see it you dont think its quite alot but when we actually walked up. We almost died. T.T haha. It was like winding stairs my goodness.

Abbey! Haha. Pretty. In london(:
Hahahaha isnt this bus cute!?!

Haha click on the pic to see a larger image. if you can anw (x So this was the place, inside that window where they filmed harry potter, er, the hospital like place, you know after that quidditch match, and something happened to his arm? haha yup it was here. Some dance was filmed arnd here too haha. but i cant rmb what

Nicholas Cage house!! haha the 9 windows in the centre of the pic. He's that guy from national treasure. Okay i dont really know him =.=

Pretty london. You can see that abbey from here too(:

I rmb we hateddd those peas badly. hahaa. and it was a super large portion too. my gosh. One of the cheaper and very common meals in uk. sigh. bad for us. haha

Library in oxford! nice library dont you think.
Woohoo, gates to the forbidden garden grass! haha, okay its actually a huge patch of grass out there. You can walk round it, but not ON it, unless. you're a student studying there. (you'll be a genius i must say haha) Yup, so its meant only for the students, who usually study or celebrate there with champagne after exams (x cool man.

The cresent! Where the multi billionaires stay. Hais. like one unit costs millions. Theres a few units there for this hotel, but each night costs like 1000++ pounds. dont think i can afford it :O

Streets of london!

Outside chatsworth house, where the multitudes of gardens spreaaaaaaaaaad all over
Chatsworth! the back of it. hm. i think.

What you'll probably see if you look out of one of their 300+ windows? haha And if im not wrong, i think the garden scenery is different like every 5-6 windows? tsk/
That. is a violin. A painted violin. haahaha. on a painted door. the one inside (x

Cool right

Look at their lights! the antlers are real. i dont think any of the lights or lamps in my house would look like that any time soon :O hahaha

Library! which i previously mentioned. People take out every book and clean them once a year. if im not wrong. haha. and this super duper grand, enormous, classy, forbidden to public library, does not contain all the books T.T there are more outside.

Family crest and er symbol. yup (x Argh im regretting that i didnt buy that pin. sigh

Their grand living room, (actually i dont really know what room is this but im sure theres many of it T.T) which makes me look prettier than i actually am. Im sure. hahahaa

And all their staircases look like that. red carpeted. hais. Oh and like every, and i mean every, ceiling is covered in extremely old paintings, you know like those naked people with some cloth over their bodies flying around with wings on clouds with harps? yea. something like that. HAHA

The grand gates of the house.

Here's william wordsworth house! rydal mount. which has biiiig gardens too (x and the grass is like. woah. haha. its carpet grass. super nice to sit and lie down on.

Yup, pretty much the scenery you get while driving round the country side.

On the cruise that is about to depart at the lake district (x

Anyway, the reason why i didnt post a pic of myself or anyone on this cruise is because, despite the scenery, the winds were so strong, it blew our hair all over and you couldnt really open your eyes big while taking a picture. tsk. but really, it was freeeeeeeeeezinggg. brrr. The temperature was okay, but the winds were the killer

Pretty roads and buildings, or rather small shops o.O i felt like i was in some fairytale or something. Haha really. i wish i could walk up and down these lanes and drink coffee everyday or something. haha. oh we were in. manchester area i think. haha on our way to bronte parsonage.

Lalalaa the end of my photos! haha actually i have like hur. amazingly hundreds and hundreds more. If you want to see them you can ask me (:

<3! val

tag replies

2008-06-17T11:25:00.002+08:00

hahaha i owe too many people tag replies so i shall just reply them here (x

TASHKA&: woah! What an intersting camp/trip!
Haha yup it was (x i miss them ):

lauren: haha and how can you screw up trainfire when you got trainfire best? (:
Haha i have no idea? i forgot manymany things :S maybe my sir was lenient (x

lauren: are you frikkin serious SISPEC clean and green? private estate? hahaha.
It was!! haha wasnt it? everywhere was like clean. and there were trees everywhere somemore. o.O

timothy: hello(: haha tag le..
haha heyy

TASHKA&: i've not seen you for ages, neither have i talked to you lahhhh. mygosh!
ya la! sunday i had to go off early and you went for duty. hais.

Lynette: Hello hello <3
haha hello! omg i forgot bout the pics. okayy i shall find someplace to put them up

fatimah: hello !! i found you! HAHAHA. i miss spec course ):
haha heyy! i miss it too :x

nat: hey valval! how was spec? i've got so many things to tell you!!!! ):
haha fun. (: quickly come back then (: eh didja see my sms when i was in uk :SSSS

uk, spec course<3

2008-06-16T23:50:00.003+08:00

haha okay i actually think im mad to start on this but, i havent updated in like a super long time. and i feel quite bad towards the very little people who actually come to my blog. hhaha

haha uk trip was cool (x

but i spent so little and i think im regretting =.=

the preparation sucks, seriously sucks at first, but then when the people there are amazed you know so much about what you're looking at, you feel pretty proud of yourself. Haha. Anyway first 2 days felt pretty cold. Oh everywhere there were like loads and loads of sheeps cows and horses. Anyway i think the temperature there was quite okay. Just that when the wind blows you feel like you're standing in your freezer ahaha. Memorable places would be wordsworth's house, rydal mount. He has a super duper huge and pretty garden man. Everyone is eyeing to buy that place ahha. Yea sure. Then next would be Chatsworth house, where they filmed pride and prejudice. HAH. haha. hahaha. yea. its more like a palace la, house. Super huge, and inside is like filled like a palace. the library is amazing can. 50k books. The garden even better, 2 rows of trees with one huge fountain in the centre. and thats like ONE of the gardens. Tsk. im amazed with that place. Hm, oh i liked one of the many plays we watched. Woman in black. Haha, the modern play which was a triller. cool man. I really liked that. Spooky and all. (x And it was also in that theatre where i fell and got an egg size solid bruise. ew. hurts. haha but its fine now.

Haha okay the rest i think i leave for another time. (x pictures in another post.

Specialist course(: <3

It rockeddd. Haha actually at first i was like freaking out for it cause i was afraid of jet lag and especially if it would be too tough. But ah, haha it was pretty slack. For sc anw (x haha! Anyway im so proud of myself i didnt get jet lag lor. i slept 9 hours on the plane and like 6 hours when i came home. haha. next day woke at 5 to go to yio chu kang mrt station. And i slept on the bus from amoy quee to pasir laba camp ahaha so shiok. Anw SISPEC was cool! haha i like that place. it was so clean.. and green! haha. Its like some private estate or some enclosed place for some old folks home or something haha
[EDIT/ argh i accidentally deleted this whole para i wrote grrrrrr . fine i shall try to rmb/]
Settled admin stuff for quite awhile then got introduced to PC sir alvin, APC maam jia li and APC sir clement. Yup. And apparently girls had to seperated from guys, so we were on the 5th storey. the highest. Which means each time we need to climb 5 storeys each time we go up and down. hais. tiring man. Oh and we didnt realise until later that toiletries meant toilet paper. Hah. So everyone didnt have toilet paper. hais. Okay first day was pretty slack. Oh we had this shorpt talk. And this sir/encik was talking to us before it in the auditorium. Haha he's so funny. he made me laugh and laugh. But i realised that he shouts and yells at girls the same like CLTs do to the guys so i decided we had to raise our standards way higher with him around. hoho. Oh and the bunks were nice. hahha. like. wa. even the beds were normal! hahaha. not like amoy quee omg.
It was super duper spacious la. And i was actually cold at night. Cool. hahaha. We revised in the aftnoon and then had our gsk test. i was trying to memorise like mad the GSK stuff. But it was like 99% the same like the one that encik debbie gave us. urgh. which i lost. zz. and i cant believe i forgot what IMT stood for. hais. anw it was easy la. (x ahha.
Okay so day 2..
Woke up at around 5.15am. And girls wake up like much earlier than the guys lor, naturally, haha. hm, did my appraisals and took my time to get stuff ready. coat boots and all that. Then went down to have 5BX. HAHA it was. ahahhaa. hais. actually i was most scared about PT before i came for spec course. but 5bx ah, was. haha. a joke. a surprise. an amazement. it was like stretch here, stretch there, jog on the spot. i swear i was like itching for pushups and crunches. ahahha. Went for breakfast. which was. not very good. but better that lunches and dinners and suppers. haha. oh yea and apart from pt, we wore like no4 all the time. so we had to like hang it out to air it like every night. hais. stinkystinky. Went thru abit of revision again and then we had our tests (: IFC was easy (: not much to rmb. Trainfire i think i screwed up =.= haha tho the stripping and assembling was fun (x haha the rest i was like trying my best to rmb. and some parts i did wrongly. hais. so i guess it was some miracle i got like an award for it. ahaha xD Anyway we were split into 2 groups and the waiting time was spent mixing around and talking i guess. made many friends haha and soon i lost the sitting in diam position thing. haishaishais. but nvm. (x the rest of the time i maintained it (= Hmm cant rmb much about the rest. Okay then. the 'unexpected' bunk check. hais. Ma'am maisarah. was. super. scary. she came in. yelllllllled. threw open our cupboard doors. yelled somemore. Then everyone was to stand outside in 2 lines. facing each other. And then she walked up and down the centre yelling somemore. hais so in the end given 3 more minutes to standardize everything and then she come check again. Haha. i think that was the only time in spec course when i got a seriousserious shock. haha it was like yanking the standards back to sc's. cool man.

Haha and now. is 1246 so i think i should er. go and sleep haha. and continue some other night! xD haha

nightnight!
<3, val(:

;smiles hide tears

2008-06-07T20:21:00.002+08:00

haha pretty bored now.
attempted maths just now
and failed terribly =.= absolutely no idea what its talking about. sigh

i cant believe im going msia tmr. =X i wish my life was even more packed. then i wouldnt waste any time. but sometimes i just wish i could sit there and do nothing but watch things pass by.
haha okay, dont think you know what im talking about anw.

hmm, maybe its just me. but somehow it seems that when im away the amount of people who view my blog gets higher? o.O haha nvm, so yea, this time i will be off for 7 days. so long again. 10, 4, 7. my busiest hol.

(: i like the studio. haha its like my place where i can hide from everything else. =X i seem like some recluse. tsk. but my family seems to be in chaos. haha no la. just too noisy and busy for me right now. i just want to relax after being away for so long.

i wonder if i'll ever blog about what happened. hmm. haha i'll try tonight. (: maybe? or maybe not. i still have things to pack and tmr i have to go early to church for duty =S sigh.
okay, i shall stone for abit more before i go do my stuff.

cya,,
love, val

please make time stop

hoho

2008-06-07T16:06:00.000+08:00

sigh i think i got a pretty good future as a matchmaker.
o.O

ahahah.

quiz. saboed by hazel

2008-06-06T20:37:00.002+08:00

haha yo.

i DID want to blog about uk trip and spec course but i decided if i did i would do a uni thesis long post. haha. oh well at least the thought is there. later i shall do a summary instead i guess (: then i decided to start on homework. but i just HAD. to go see my blog. and there i found a tag. by hazel. asking me to go see her blog. which stated a quiz i had to do. ah well. haha so here i am. And im not planning to spend 10 mins on each qn if i dont know =S i need to start on my work.

Survey Instructions:

-Remove one question from above & replace it with your own.
-Tag eight people, list them down at the end of the post.
-Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged.

1) How long will you wait for someone you love?
Erm. wait i have to think... Actually i have no idea. Heh sorry

2) What do you hope for now?
To have a longer holiday so i have more time to do things

3) What is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?
Quickly meet everyone and tell them everything i wanted to say but never said and say sorries i've never dared to say.

4) Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Yea, i guess its like inevitable. But sometimes that happens only for seconds, minutes or hours. And after all that i love them just the same (:

5) What will you do if your best friend has been kidnapped?
omg o.O first i will freak out, then i'll go mad, then i'll do all it takes to get her back

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Eh, if im not wrong, it does happen and i've seen it before so yea. haha. Okay i know what this question means, and yea i believe, but not all the time tho ):

7) Who will you choose between your ex boyfriend & your current boyfriend?
Ladida, im single and was always

8) What kind of people do you hate the most?
the list would be too long man.

9) Are you happy with your life now?
Hmm. im okay with it i guess? it could be better though (:

10) What if your crush asked you out?
Go mad. Haha. say yes and then go out. Haha but for now? Dont think i can. :S

11) What will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him/her?
Faint. Go mad again. And then do everything i can to avoid him and try not to fall into depression. ahaha

12) What feelings do you hate the most?
My own feelings? Hm, hatred.

13) What will you do if you fall in love with a guy/girl?
Always be around him, do all i can.

14) What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
Enjoying myself and trying to finish my hw on time. Hah.

15) The most important things in your life.
erm, handphone, laptop. all means of communication. haha. okay cant be bothered to think of other stuff.

16) Who do you hope to always be there for you?
people i love

17) Do you find life meaningless?
haha sometimes. but well, there is a purpose. and a reason for everything(:

18) Who do you love the most?
the most important people in my life

19) Do you believe that there's 'True Love'?
I have no idea. God's love, yea. But people? absolutely no idea. ahaha

20) What's your greatest wish?
For wishes approved by God to come true? haha sometimes not all wishes have good effects. they may just screw up things even more sometimes. think about it. :S

21) What will you change if you can turn back time?
Not losing my phone. Haha. But i guess theres a reason for everything. i dont know. i want to change a number of things, but if its meant to be that way then i wouldnt change a thing

haha kay la im too lazy to change a qn and add in one. and also to state people's name. i think i shall do it a later date la huh. okay for now whoever wants can do it (:

haha tata!

off to UK! 23may - 1june

2008-05-23T16:31:00.003+08:00

wa i seriously hate packing.

anyway,
i think around 5 or 5+pm we will be leaving for the airport!.
i cant believe i managed to put everything into the luggage. xDD
ah and i still cannot believe im going to uk
=SS

well,
i'll be dreading to come back,
cause im coming back on the 1st,
and going for ncc camp on the 2nd.
ahh,
nvm. i shall. hmm. try. my best. (:

okayy!
cya all,
<3, val(:

2008-05-21T22:47:00.001+08:00

im going to suffer a breakdown i tell you

i hate polishing i hate polishing i hate polishing
i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

): everynight im like sleeping at 1am. and i havent done elearning
havent pack. still stuff i havent bought.

MURDER ME.
i'll pay you for it.

singapore flyer photos(:

2008-05-18T00:26:00.008+08:00

my favourite pic. (: taken on my darling phone <3

haha its soo nice.

not so nice sunset. but taken on my phone too . :O and still so clear

woo. i love my phone<33

yakult rainforest! ahahha. dont the rocks look 'real'

loooooook! thats the f1 track(: right? eh is it. ah anw all those vehicles are SO cute!!

awwww.

what you may see mostly. not very nice =S but im sure at night its much brighter (:

the other capsule

ahh nicer pic of sunset(: at the peak of wheel

haha the forbidden vip room. looks nice right. but surprisingly no one was inside o.O

ahh. this is what the wheel looks like when the lights are on. arent they pretty! (:

okayy time for me to go(: ahh 1.11am.

cyaa!

duty tmr =SSSSS

byebyebye!<3

val

im back im back(:

2008-05-17T22:32:00.004+08:00

yo!

okay, i wanted to post at 8, i wanted to post at 9 too. But then. both times got things crop up. zz. oh well im back! (:

okay lets see..
ah. if i wrote about things since i last stopped blogging i think i would post till tmr morning. actually not really. my life isnt that interesting =.=

hmm. significant events..
ah. okay 13 may.. what day?
oh right tues. okay that day after school went to see doc, despite my rushing to get things done for profi. waa. My bottom eyelid of my left eye hurt, ): and looked kinda swollen when i woke the previous day. Okay so according to the doc, theres some lump there. hohoho. So i was given antibiotics and some cream, applied by, pulling down my eyelid, put the cream, close eyes, roll eyeball left right up down, open eyes, blink multiple multiple times, spread remaining outside the eyes around eyelids. =S haha not some very nice thing to do. the rest of the day i had to walk around with sort of blur corners of my eye and oily eye. Night time was okay since im gna sleep so not that bad. As for the antibiotics, i keep forgetting to eat it. as usual =S

okay, so then wed. had profi after school. hais. nothing to say about it =.=

thurs elearning day. But had to come to school for lit trip briefing =.= for like 1pm to 5pm. sighhhh. (love the holiday, hate the work)

[see. halfway through blogging i JUST had to go sort my itunes. zz]

After briefing went out with nikki to orchard. walked around, ate at kfc. nice times. walked past department store and noticed sale on sports stuff like shoes bags converse nike saucony etc.
made mental note to self to come by tmr to buy shoes for lit trip. After that went home

Friday, went to taka at 10.30am. woah, department stalls are scary when its so early and theres so little people so the staff have a whole load of free time to attend to you. poof. everything i looked at had the sales people asking if i need help. i dont i dont! i just need time to look!

Then i decided to wait for daddy to come from his ppointment. 11+ he came, and during that time i decided to walk around. the department store (i keep writing it as store! argh) certainly has some interesting stuff (:

Daddy came, and i alr had my shoes that i chose, then he decided it was a good time to buy shoes and went to look at saucony. sigh. i think he chooses stuff longer than me. for shoes anyway. So during the very long time he took to try on stuff etc, i went around looking at more stuff. Asked daddy about converse. And he said the material used was not very good. =S compared it to nike, and haha really. converse is more plasticy. even the 'leather' ones. compared to nike that feels reall soft. but nike bag was too big. =S

Ahh well, walked around more and found this hot pink pretty pretty jacket from kappa. <33 looks like racing jacket. later noticed that all the jackets had like country names on them. hmm. the hot pink one had 'napoli' on it. whatever that is. but its on the back so nvm (: showed it to daddy, who agreed with my new find that it was nice. He finally chose his shoes, which were black and red (spiderman-like shoes! :o haha). Lala, so went to pay, for, my shoes, his shoes, and my darling jacket. <33 After that went home, then slacked around. Attempted doing emath worksheets. 3pm went to bathe and finally 4pm came (;

Went out with sis to meet aunty ailing and grandparents at little india mrt stn. saw mrs hee like 10m away, and ran after her to catch up. haha talked alittle about ss =.= not very nice talk. hm, then not long after saw grandfather and aunty. my grandma came slightly later at 4.28. we supposed to meet at 4.30 btw. woah. my family is so so punctual <33, haha.

Took train to city hall and waited pretty long for shuttle bus at some bus stop. and my photo taking started the moment we sat in the weird/cool/funny shuttle bus haha. Oh yea, haha btw, we were going for a ride on the singapore flyer. the whole place is so nice (: bottom floor theres this whole 'yakult rainforest of discovery' place. haha with 'rocks', plants and waterfalls. pretty cool. went to collect tickets then went thru the metal detactors things and stuff. after all that, we realised. that. you either wait there. or board the thing. dots!

so when you go in they scan the barcode right, we ask the woman to let us out as we were so early, so she punched a hole in our card. ahh! aunty was devastated. haha then we were saying, next time when we show people, we have to put our finger over the ticket. like this:

Yup. like that. haha. so we went down to 7-11 to buy some snacks. the other food shops were all restaurants and we were gg to eat dinner later so couldnt eat there. =S Walked through the rainforest and took pictures! (:

haha 6.10 we went back to those metal detactors. dots. ok, took the escalator up, and we had to go take picture at this er. area which was built to look like the capsule. So you take this posed, portrait picture, which you can go look and choose to print it out at the end of the ride. o.O er. okay so the picture looks like it was (fakely) taken when you was in the capsule, high up in the sky. dots. haha!

okay, went for the ride. i think the booking of timing is pretty useless =.= okay er. anw when we tried to book, apparently the woman said the ride for 7pm was fully booked. thats the sunset timing! ahh. D= okay, the time that we went up at wasnt too bad either, there was a litttttle sunset. not those pretty kind, but still quite nice. (: haha the first half of the ride was like abit exciting yet seemed slow. ahah. the views are magnificent though. you can really see alot of stuff up there. also saw the making of the f1 race track below. looked pretty erm. small. o.O haha the picture i took of it was so cute. haha you'll see why later.

oh yea, despite the fact that the capsule can hold 28 people, the capsule we were in only had like, what, around 15 people? haha so pretty spacious for all of us (: it was cool, comfortable and enjoyable (: oh yes. one more thing. it has no reception up there. tried to send nikki an mms but i dont think it worked =.= and we were only like what! 5 storeys above. pfft. (sis says its so you cant sms your friend telling them to bomb the place now or for any terrorist purposes. o.O)okayy. haha when we were starting to go down we became pretty alarmed and realised that it was moving pretty fast now =S haha not fast la. just aware that our time was running out on the capsule. haha. so took loadsa pictures. (:

hoho. and then. just when we stepped off the capsule, they lighted the whole wheel. soafsdksn! haha it changes colours all the time. aw man. i wanna go again.

after that, hanged around for awhile at the gift sections, and bought the 'fake' picture we took earlier. haha. what a joke. 15 bucks. ah well. memories. it comes with some card thing.

Took the shuttle bus back to city hall, and then went to meet parents at douby ghaut. ate at this place at douby exchange. ah the portion was so big i couldnt finish. plus the free flow of drinks, coffee, and ice cream. =O haha. didnt eat much there. too full

did a bit more shopping and went home(:

ah and today sat? stayed at home the whole day. =.= not very fun.

haha post the pics up in a post before this so i dont spoil any more of my post. zz blogger ah.

<3!>

i need it more than you;

2008-05-17T18:56:00.000+08:00

hmm heh

disclaimer: sorry! i tend to procrastinate :S

oopsies

2008-05-17T16:10:00.003+08:00

heh this is a temporary attempt to revive my blog =S

haha i promise promise promise to blog today. promise!
before 12(:

haha this shall be my 'elearning' for today(;

loves!

i have a back breaking job, people

2008-05-08T23:27:00.002+08:00

i just finished typing out my 6 page long carnival report.

i need an ambulance.

2008-05-06T18:46:00.002+08:00

WHY IS EVERYTHING ON FRIDAY!?!!
oh gosh.
i will die on friday people.
today- study amath, practice, do more starching and polishing
wed- polish and starch like mad, study study for ncc, poetry bang
thurs - (stay back for ncc =S) starch like mad, study study study for ncc, type out report for carnival, do something about poetry bang
friday - (stay back for ncc) (stay back for uk trip?) (rush to cell/meet nikki) faint and collaspe on bed, thank God if im still breathing and for my survival and the end of this week

): i doubt thats all. i left my notebook in schl. D=
ok cya people,
<3, val

hey bff!

2008-05-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

To my dearest bff nikki,

HAPPY

15TH BIRTHDAY

♥♥♥!

May you have a million billion zillion birthday wishes that will come true.
Stay happy always and remember i'll always be here anytime(:

lots of love,

xoxo

val(:

sundayschool<3

2008-05-04T20:06:00.002+08:00

Starching. Is a dangerous hobby/activity. Try not to take it up or attempt unless needed. Kids 12 and under should not do this without parent supervision.

Haha. okay im just playing around. but then boohoo starching is really dangerous la. the steam and hot stuff and all. pooo.

okay erm. while my starch is cooking (; i shall try to remember what happened the past 3 days heh.

Friday-
haha this friday seemed like monday thanks to lovely labour day<3 hee. anyway TGIF! haha was looking forward to the end of school the whole day. oh right. actually more like looking forward to the end of all school activities o.O There was amath remedial. So aft school nikki and i went out to taka to eat kfc. A highly stupid decision. Because taka is soo far. Haha and there was kfc at far east oh well. so the summary would be -ate, walked in the wrong direction, walk back in the correct direction, get to bus stop, realise bus would take a long time, get frantic over whether we would get to school late, go mad, bus comes, get onto bus with relief, think nasty thoughts about people who kept getting onto the bus and slowing it down, got to school, half ran and walked to classroom, 301?305? saw ms beh inside class room. went toilet and came back. start lesson. (x woohoo mission accomplished with stomach full.
hahaah okay i know that was a bad summary

After remedial, haha me and nikki stayed back for awhile to play around with pris and gladys. HAHA gladys is so cute and funny can. tsk. that mad woman. And she is the first person to make me fall down laughing on the floor in front of the principal standing 20m away. who waved to us.
Heh. she la. what a joker.

Okay went home blabla. back to boring days

Saturday-
nothing much. parents went earlier for sis ptd. then went for my ptd at the wrong time. and left me at home. and when i called them, they announced that they had met the teacher and were coming home T.T always lidat one leh zzz. haha oh well. grr.

did my trigo worksheet and bio, watched a movie with sis, then family went out to subway at far east at 3. for lunch. haha nice lunch<3 (:

okay! due to my lazy self i shall now stop here and continue tmr haha
cya!
<3, val

labour day<33

2008-05-03T21:04:00.002+08:00

heh ok i typed the title like 6 hrs ago. planning to write an entry but then i decided to do other stuff first. BUT then. a hundred and one things came up and i had to settle those first. and now. that im back its er 11.33pm.

so.. im gonna sleep. and leave this post to tmr(:

cya!
<3, val

aaachoo!

2008-04-27T19:14:00.002+08:00

i need to disinfect & sterilize my room. seriously

hurrr

2008-04-26T21:16:00.002+08:00

i seriously cant stand singaporean shows/movies/dramas

some are okay la. But some its like, those about money or the family very poor thing or what shit. then cry here cry there, scream yell shout, everyone chaotic, going mad. all over some stupid matter. and it all makes you want to walk out of wherever you're watching it. And you do.

argh. ok family watching some singapore movie, forgot the title but about some guy who won 2 i think, 2 million dollars. And then got a heart attack and died. and then the relatives, family members, going all mad about money, lack of money. this pregnant woman getting stressed up and going mad, shouting, yelling. and the husband yells back vulgarities at her. and you see her wanting to faint, so tired, but still looking after funeral stuff and all that. and then screams at maid over funeral money, lost 500 bucks, turns out it was with some other relative.

walao. how happy can you get watching this kind of show. and its all like consecutive. yuck. give us a break la. theres a limit to watching women scream for a prolonged period. so i walked out of the room and thus im back here. gahh. i think i will stick to american shows. And korean. I know theres like all the drama and crying, but hello i actually feel sympathetic.

sigh. i think im better off doing my homework

ttyl,
<3 val

jazz

2008-04-26T20:03:00.003+08:00

i am SO tempted to sleep.
haha

went to parents room to eat oranges and fruits.
then when i came back, coincidentally my laptop (itunes was on) played the line 'turn out the lamp lights...." haha from some jazz song. and then cause just now daddy off the lights of the room, but only the desk light was on. which is yellow. And the room is so cold thanks to the aircon. so ah.

wa so nice can, dim, jazz playing, cold. Oh man. Okay i should stop making myself want to sleep. haha okay i shall go back to my suff.

Cya!
<3, val

my time; its MY time excuse you.

2008-04-26T11:40:00.002+08:00

i feel abused.

argh haha im not abused la. just that my bones are aching. no idea why
usually after ncc its just muscle ache but this time it feels like i got a good whacking. ouch. haha i'll tell you where, shoulders, arm, back. i cant scratch my back! boohoo rheumatism?? HAHA

haha okay. maybe i should really fix my career on psychology. With our education system, im sure many kids are depressed and stressed. huh. i am. =.= Of course i can handle my time and finish my work, of course i could study. i DO have enough time. But hello, where would my social life and leisure time go? im sure it would be highly minimised. wouldnt that equate to adults working odd jobs and overtime?

sigh. haha sorry for ranting =/ im just so tired ):
Anyway i've been in SC for 8 1/2 years? Nikki has been here for 2 1/2 years. And we both feel the same liberation the moment we step out of school. HAH. haha ahh

=xxx okok i shall stop talking about school
guess my bad mood is due to my bleak and boring breakfast seeing that mummy and daddy didnt buy food back after marketing ): And seeing that food is my like piority, its pretty devastating and got me into a pretty crappy mood. sigh. and i've been eating shitfood in school (oopsididntmeanit) for so long. AHH mad.

i have no idea how to destress. piano doesnt seem to be helping anymore ):

cya,
val

2008-04-23T20:32:00.002+08:00

If you go away

You will see me cry

Don't you let me go baby

Don't you let me down

늘 함께 있어도 더 가깝지 않은

어떤 의미도 없는 진부한 사랑

sigh. starching now.

sigh. today my brain is going to info overload.

okok. starch till 9?

chem till 10

gsk/ifc till 10.30

chem till 11

hah

ahah okay very good (:

HOPEFULLY i stick to it.

starch takes awfully long to harden ):

is there some enzyme that can speed it up??

how come i spend so much time at school >:(

2008-04-23T16:23:00.002+08:00

heyy~!

Today. was. erm. pretty fast la i guess. haha i love weds. 4 lessons and 2 blocks are taken up by assembly and ce. Then 1 hr recess(: Except that i have to stay back for editorial stuff. oh well.
In the span of like. erm. 5 days i have conducted 2 interviews. HAH.

Anyway yea, haha Assembly was interesting. talk on like cyber wellness =.= Haha the guy who was talking was being lame and gay so we laughed pretty much haha. A lot in fact (x Then Ce on advising on some bgr. hahaha. and lit was interesting. some groups were so funny la. Haha songs and acting and what not (x

The interview didnt go that well, but was fine i guess. lack of words. ah!

Okay so now im home, today have to study for chem, gsk(ncc), ifc(ncc), starch uniform(ncc) =/ And every night im dead beat. sigh. i seriously need some time management help. haha. =X

Then if i feel like then i do chem, amath and er. eng hw i guess o.O (:

okay!
pray that God expands my time. (:
haha

ttyl!
<3, val

p.s gossip girl ep 14 is out! woots go watch<3

not so bad

2008-04-21T17:12:00.002+08:00

haha

okay today was kinda funny/okay/cool/tiring
haha now im feeling disgusting tho. just done 5 items for napfa.

The morning was quite boring. hur. lit and chem. went for break then pe. haha. yay. quite fun. did standing broad jump for napfa. wahaha i got 185. thank goodness. but next year have to get 186 =/ ok then crapped and played around with nikki. Haha after that was bio. It was a pretty fun lesson (; i guess. even tho the parasites part grossed me out. pork tapeworm. ewww.

Haha after recess was double period chinese, those extra lessons one. haha that was when all the fun started. like 10 mins into lesson, cheryl suddenly screamed and ran like 1m away from her desk. and shouted " a cockroach! a really large one!" and the whole other side of the class was like in chaos =.= i was more interested than scared at first actually. ahaha. whereas nikki continued looking and doing some stuff on her paper O.O i have no idea why she was so calm about it HAHAHA. then nicole went over and tried to use the broom and hit the curtains so it would drop out and jaclyn could catch it. HAHA. it was a super funny scene cause she was like shouting all over and beating the curtain all over as well. oh HAHAH they sprayed like strawberry perfume thingy at the curtain too to like lure the cockroach out HAHAHA. anw there was some bits where everyone saw the cockroach running out and then running back in =.= and during those bits everyone screamed. hhahaa. then finally the cockroach dropped down and then the WHOLE class was in chaos. this time nikki got scared and ran out of the class with a few people. ahaha. at first we were crowding at the door. which was closed. then laoshi was like 'aiya chu qu la chu qu la (go out la go out la)" hahaha damn funny so we ran out. the cockroach was huge and gross lor ewww. HAHHA but then everyone started laughing so much cause nicole broke the broom while hitting the cockroach. And then she started stamping the floor so many times it was such a comical scene.

Okay then had some chinese debate thing. haha some parts was damn funny. cause everyone trying to translate their thoughts into chinese. but after awhile it got pretty bothersome.=/

Then it was amath. supposed to be free period but mr tee came in. sigh. ahaha. okay after that went off with nikki to orchard. ate 2 donuts and a sugarcane drink. hah. nice but damn full. haha wrong choice. today ate like loads. dunno why=.=
then rushed back to school for napfa tests. at first nikki did the sit ups. but then halfway too full couldnt do so i did. so miss our class turn. haha ok i think i typed too much alr.
then did sit and reached. =/ this morning could do 51 but later only 49.5 argh. =/ did inclined pull ups. 17 haha. as usual. shuttle run, amazingly this year i improved to a B. HAHA. amazing hahha. my shuttle run is usually like shit. =.=

After that went back to class get stuff. and seemed like everyone was on high. hahaha. especially slyvia. HAHA shes damn cute la. salome and slyvia spraying like perfumes/deodorants/dunno what all around. hahaa so the air was like a strong mix of strawberry and er. lavender? haha dunno something purple. haha

okay walked home, sweaty. hur. haha ok gna bathe now! then photocopy chem notes. sigh. anyone wants to contribute to my chem notes?? haha they're like all missing ):

okie dokie!
tata!
<3, val

2008-04-20T21:12:00.003+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FREAK. ive got an effing headache. and mum and sis outside make such a huge racket. and i have things to get ready for. kdsfndfsdfs

this is a nightmare.
wksandas

im in the bad mood of the century.
argh let me bury myself in a hole and die.

carnival+preparation+aftereffects=damn tired

2008-04-20T20:49:00.002+08:00

wa.

okay. super super tired and moody. hur. still not enough rest. Today dont have enough energy to post a super long detailed post about carnival and all but i shall do a summary. (:

Day before carnival, from 8+pm started doing bubble tea pearls. All 6 kg. and you know, they expand. hah. so cant cook so much at one time =.= Thus, i made pearls from like 8+ to 1am. wonderful. It includes washing up. Then carnival was super busy. Woke up at 6am. hah 5 hours of sleep. Then nikki and salome came over. Mummy helped to bring stuff over(: Then woohoo. my dear bubble tea sold so well. wahhaa. but then we still have like loads of syrup =.= ok. by the time we finished clearing up maybe about 615pm? oh yea halfway thru had to runnnnnnn home and get a POT of (5kg?) MORE pearls. hah. okay.
Came home, mummy decided too late to go fetch daddy from airport and we were tired so just stay at home. went to sleep at about 9+pm
Woke up at erm. 9.15? went to church for duty. was going to fall asleep. hah. after that went for lunch and went to cut hair. the nice hairdresser helped to do temporary curls for me after the haircut. wahha. ok came home, watched dream girls ( a whole lot of singing. too much for me T.T) okay then ate dinner. And had some mini webcamming session with hongkong relatives. wahha. with singaporean relatives here. HAHA. okay
Then came up. Realised had to type out all the details for sponsors from carnival and send to mrs logan. sigh. with a rocking headache it didnt seem very fun. Halfway nikki came online, sent the interview to me to edit. Which got me even more depressed. So sian la. its an interviewwwww. Anyone knows how to edit. and print! Hello workload not divided properly, mrs. Just cause we're the only people you know well doesnt mean you just ask us to do can. WALAO. Anyway super tired with the aftereffects of carnival. So means super cranky and moody and tired. and with a headache. ZZ thus got pretty snappy at the prospect of editing a one hour interview.

Okay, i am about. to. K.O. and i have about 10001 things to do. Can i pray that some main waterpipe bursts at the schl tmr?
ok i guess not. argh. school should be cancelled.
fine.

TTYL!
<3 val

argh

2008-04-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

BLAH. >:(

ohman

2008-04-16T18:51:00.001+08:00

wa

i swear i got stomach muscle strain again. Hello!? something is very wrong with NAPFA. Walao. i laugh pain, sneeze also pain, do sit up also pain, do crunches also pain, lean forward also pain. omg. im going to just. split apart.
hah

okay. bye back to work
sigh

bubbletea!

2008-04-16T17:33:00.002+08:00

woahwoahwoah

Okay i have no idea why suddenly im so busy. Okay i know why. Anyway everything suddenly seems to be coming at one time and there are just too many jobs. Haha so im taking this quick break to like er. rest. haha and get back to work =.=

Damn busy these few days thanks to carnival. but its fun i guess (x Anyway just now was in the bus with nikki when phoon huat called. The bubble tea supplier. I thought they not gonna sponsor us anymore. Cause i like emailed 2 days ago? and carnival is so soon. Anyway turns out they gna sponsor us (x yesyesyes. haha We're gonna be soo busy. So tomorrow gonna collect bubble tea stuff and ice cream. Oh man, run around singapore. And one jar of syrup is like 6kg. OMG. omg. how to carry! ahh. die. haha =x

ZZ. okay so now i gotta send out an email back to yeos to settle the delivery stuff, then find the location of that phoon huat at the isolated area of jurong east, and then and then, oh send the donut factory vouchers to gilda, then make more posters for our stall plus bubble tea, then think of decorations and make some for our stall on saturday. Oh man, friday is gonna be buuussssy man. shucks

have to make the huge load of bubble tea, set up store, deco, omg. put up posters. ahhhhhh
okok think one thing at a time. sigh which is alot of stuff alr

okay back to work T.T

tata!

photoshopping-

2008-04-15T22:08:00.002+08:00

heyhey!

haha its been quite fun, though tiring
so far spent these 2 days making posters and banners. haha. messing around with brushes on photoshop. Anyway,, i made this poster for our stall, CoolBox. Haha okay, so decided to give it a sweet look. And its really pretty la hahaa.

Yup. So i went to ask my mum to get opinions

me: Hey mummy, isnt this pretty(:
mum: hmm? yea..
mum: looks like sanitary pad advertiesment
me: T.T weii!!!
mum: yes what. see, box, is like the box containing it, then cool means the pad very cooling. New generation of sanitary pads ah.
me: omg..
sis: HAHAHA yeayeayea (urgh still agree =.=)

haha whatever. Oh well, back to posters. i've currently got a fascination and love with pastel colours hee. hopefully sleep before 11. Hah. hopefully. zz. got SS test tmr ): sighsigh. newspapers galore. Okay!

TTYL!!
<3, Val

anything you say makes a beautiful noise

2008-04-14T18:00:00.002+08:00

argh. my sis wore my uniform AGAIN. shit her.
fine. lets not care about that for now.

Today was hm. okay i guess. haha a bonus made up for the long day because _____________.
hee(: Lessons today was sucky. double eng and chem can. y-u-c-k yuck. plain sucky.

boring. haaha then realised have to stay back for chinese test paper one. and i got so depressed. argh. staying back is terrible can. you have no idea. haha okay then the chinese test wasnt too bad. Wa i did my gong han like damn fast can. haha fastest ever i think. and then did essay. hm i double checked. seeing i had like 30 mins left =.= and i realised i could read what i wrote in like 2 mins. hah.3 sides. not very long. oh well. hope im not off point =X

haha okay then went with nikki to orchard. bought donuts, sugarcane, then went to popular to replenish my fullscap. hm. and as usual my bus came like, haha just in time for me. cool man. its been doing that quite often now. hahaa. sorry nikki! =x haha gotta leave her there earlier. then it was raining so had to walk home in it. sigh. my poor hair.

okay im back home now! so post ltr

ttyl!
<3, val (:

DONUTS<3!

2008-04-11T16:00:00.002+08:00

Donuts are the love.
Especially from Dippin' Donuts can. Always buy the mochiatto one. damn nice. Like white chocolate (which i usually hate) and mocha powder on top. Its nice cause the bitterness of the powder balances out with the white chocolate <3 Haha. Today the aunty at the store, who apparently knows us quite well alr, decided to let me and nikki try a free donut. Haha to change our taste since we keep buying the same thing. o.O So this time is white chocolate and almond on top. Wa. supppper nice too. Even nicer<3

Oohlala. im growing fat. haha. shucks. Its like irresistable. ack. And i think it like, whats that word? oh yea. enhances my sweet tooth. I really used to abhore white chocolate lor. couldnt stand it. Super sweet. The only chocolates i would eat is dark chocolate or not so sweet milk chocolate. ahh. haha Aiya but now i think still wont eat like a chunk of white chocolate, but donuts are okay! (: Rocks.

Waha just did such a long post on donuts. They should endorse me ^.^ haha kidding.

Today was not a bad day (: Haha. Looking forward to the end of Friday! Weehoo. Haha. Okay. Everyone was saying TGIF

Anyway tonight have to go for cell ): Then tashka not coming ): So sad la. Then i have to be alone. Tashkaaaaaaaaaa! grr. dont even know if i should go.

oops. haha okay i wrote the above like 2 hrs ago.
I fell asleep =.=

Kk, i shall go now
<3, val

-

2008-04-09T21:42:00.002+08:00

im sorry im so selfish
i dont want to live to see you become like this because my heart would break as i watch you grow day by day

horriblehorrible napfa ):

2008-04-09T20:41:00.002+08:00

sighsigh

this is bad. pe teachers should make it compulsory to stretch before doing any activities. zz. this mon we had pe. then practiced for napfa. and as usual didnt stretch. Thus, now i have ruptured stomach muscles while nikki has quadriceps strain. Sigh. Terrible can. Sitting is okay. But when i slouch i feel like got stomach pain. Some dull pain. Then when i hug my knees, even duller pain. When im in crunches position, theres a sharper aching pain. When i do crunches, pain like shit. =.=

Hah. Sigh anyway today was pretty fun (: Esp during CE. Okay fine. only during ce. haha. Everyone was rushing around and calling sponsors for the carnival. CoolCool (: Hahaa. Makes me so excited for it.

10 more days! i should start counting down =D. Okay better not. We're not exactly 100% prepared =S Grr.

Okay. back to doing nothing!
haha byebye!

<3,val

nutrients. ahh!

2008-04-07T20:12:00.002+08:00

okay. i am trying. very. hard. to memorise the functions. of water, carbohydrates, fats and proteins. God help me T.T waaaaaaa. This is horrible. First bio test i start late in studying. BOO. Lets hope i rmb tmr. Ack.

I think my method is a little wrong. but whatever. Hahah. Im lying down on the floor. With head on pillow. And closing my eyes and saying out what i can remember on my list of functions. Can everything just have a specific function!?!!. Pfft. I know our body is so wonderful and all that with all the different functions of each cell. But why is that so that my brain has like limited functions for the part reserved for memory. Hurr.

Sigh. Okay. back to my darling list of functions. Do you think if i treat it nicer i can remember better? o.O Okay. Talking crap. Ignore.

TTYL!
<3, val

boohoo

2008-04-07T17:12:00.001+08:00

school is taxing. ):
its draining all my energy ):

bored.very bored.super bored. =S

2008-04-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

wa. this is horrible.
im so terribly bored. okay, i'll blog. hah. haha i think the views of my blog is kinda ridiculous seeing how dead my blog is. but nevermind! i shall revive it (:

okay. friday. sports day aka. tiring day.
(okay i'll attempt starting my sentences with capital letters. is it hard to read if i dont put capital letters? o.O )

Woke at 4.45am. Hah. Super early. But guess that gave me just nice time. Took a long time to do my hair. As usual. >.o My hair is unfortunately quite rebellious. Got out of the house at like 5.45.
Zzz. Okay, and then, i waited. And waited. And waited. And waited for the bus. And prayed along. Hoping for the chance that it might come early. Its ridiculous can. I was waiting at RTC busstop, where there was an obvious lack of buses, whereas the opposite side had a pretty normal bus flow. Grrrr. irritating. So, after about a few failed attempts of trying to hail a taxi, I managed to get one. Waste money =.= But i guess it's better seeing i wont have to walk my 700m to the stadium. Hah.

And overall, sports day was... ... tiring. Back breaking. Hot. Mad. I guess it was the worst sports day i've ever been through. ): The waiting at the field was expected la. Even though it was longer thanks to all the olympic stuff. Then. After that we took our bags in, and realised NCC had no space to sit. Also meaning that we were forgotten in the seating plan. I was pretty pissed at that. Hello, okay fine, i dont really mind that NCC does the school a service at every sports day without acknowledgement(of our hardwork), but excuse me, we're like part of the school. >:( Zzz. It was mean can. So we had to leave our bags outside the stadium and sit outside. when we had our breaks. Missing out on like, the main purpose of sports day =.= Not that that really matters but it made me feel that we were treated like some security company instead of a CCA offering a service.

Okay, so my first duty, was to suntan. Haha okay im kidding. It was to guard the entrance to the competitor's shed and track, and only allow people who were competing in. Anyway, in the morning at like 9.15 am, that is sort of one of the horrible spots to do guard duty. I was roasting myself =.= But Staff came down to tell us we could go drink water from the water cooler any time. Haha. Which i did twice. Anyway, that jobs' pretty confusing too. You dont really know whos competing and whose not. So i just asked all those who were wearing skirts not to go in. Haha and they really werent competing so. Good. (: Time passed hmm. Relatively fast. Seeing the amount of people i had to stop going in (even though after awhile i couldnt do much seeing they walked in pretty fast T.T ) Also, class people came and entertained me for abit. Haha awww. So nice. Slyvia, natalie, gladys and a few more ppl (sorry if i dont rmb x/) were trying to shade me from the sun. And helping to cool me down. Haha. so sweet. But unfortunately, i dont think i could accept their efforts, haha seeing i was on duty. And i couldnt talk too. Sorry! =/ But thanks to everyone! (: <33! Haha, hmm. after awhile i think (and i'm pretty sure) i became entertainment as Nicole Chan starting snapping away her camera at me. Hah. Hahah. Nicole you mean girl! tsk. haha jk.

Haha okay if im gna post somemore it's gna be about 2k words im sure =.= seeing the amount of detail i put in. Haha! Okay so in between rested only for awhile =/ seeing that there were many stuff to settle and unexpected stuff that cropped up. And then, there was also the unexpected new duty that came up (and also an event that pissed me off). Some of us had to go guard the track. So that people would not go onto it and collide into runners or whatever. However, by the time we went on, there wasn't any more events. So we pretty much stood there for nothing. And. the person who asked us to stand there didn't feel it neccessary to call us off either. (Hello, We're made of veins and nerves, not metal or wood. ) Since i didnt feel that tired after my other duties i offered to go help with this new one. Which followed straight into making the cordon for the ending of the meet. Which was when my back and feet started taking a toll on me =x Plus we had to stand around the flame. And soot kept flying all over. kdfksdjnfds That was irritating. At first i thought they were flies or something. Hahaha.

At the end we did company cheer <3 , and then were rushed off. Seeing that RGS had to come in. Haha, yay, (maybe it was a reward not doing arial cleaning for our hardwork) Took a few pictures and i had to rush off.

And the rest of the day? Was spent traveling around Singapore. Haha. I think i did a marathon on that day okay. After i was done, spent erm. around 25 mins traveling to Jurong. My goodness. That place. Is so. Far. Its like on the edge of Singapore. And yet. Everyone seems to be there. Crowded like anything. My goodness. Went to find platoonmates at ice skating ring. Haha. So they skated for around 30+ more mins while i went to sit and study Bio (failed attempt). I think i spent much of the time looking at this girl who was presumably taking skating lessons. Felt pretty sorry for her seeing most of the time she looked like she was about to cry, while the coach just kept pushing her on. ( And i swear the coach looked like he was molesting her while trying to teach her some moves okay T.T Goodness)

Went to take neoprints and stuff. Which took a pretty long time., Haha. So didnt really have much time, so i just bought a tea egg and 2 sausages for dinner. And then. rushed off. back to church for cell group. =/ Which took me. Hah. 1hr. Wonderful. So long. And btw, on all my rides i had to stand up seeing that they were always full. So suay can. >: ( And i was super tired alr. Supposed to meet tashka first, but i guess i was abit late so she went first. Sorry! Grrr. I tell you, when im early for cell, they start late. When im late (which is not very late), they start early. !?!?! Is there a conspiracy? Haha

Kay, cell wasnt so bad. Haha. Maybe i should go more often. It seems like some sort of entertainment. Tsk. Some moments are so full of crap and nonsense can. Haha. Quite a difference from school =/ However, most of the time when im at cell, im pretty tired. So half of the time i dont have the energy to smile. Which sucks. Cause everyone's laughing and you cant even smile properly. Oh right. Then. because of NAT's paper bag which she gave me to put my boots in, Thea went to say "why did you use a bra shop for your paper bag" Hah. Haha. and then. hhaha. okay i shant say. Apparently caused some sensation, which stopped me from giving an explanation. But then. i used it cause it was a paper bag? Precisely. Haha. Anyway the paper bag is nice(: It's white. And. i do not buy bras from la senza. HAHA. maybe i will? One day. Haha Whatever.

Anyway met Daddy and Mummy after cell and went straight home. (: Llalaa. my goodness. Okay i planned to blog about fri,sat,and sun. And i fail, as usual =.= Grr why do i have to post so much. Anyway, school tmr, oral tmr. Sadcase ): Okay hope i do well. Gotta go sleep now!

Cyaa!
<333,
val(:

vantage point! <3

2008-03-29T18:25:00.002+08:00

watched vantage point today with nikki, munling and pris.
super duper nice can!!
gosh. i want to rate it 5 stars.
but you have to pay closeclose attention to the movie or most of the time you'll be like huh huh. Anyway cause the show is like diff points of view of ONE event. thus it kept replaying. hur. hahaa at about the 3rd or 4th time we got pretty fed up with the repeating. but the show was great. haha it was just irritating cause with each point of view they give you like one more puzzle or clue. tsk. then you wanna know what happens. so at the 3rd or 4th time when we were starting to get irritated. haha we went 'arghh' 'zzzz'. ahhaa. pretty loudly. then some guy on the right went 'you wanted to watch this what!' dots. dotdotdot. zz. idiot. and after he said it, like 1 min ltr he gave a huge yawnnnnn. irritating.

well,
the show was very nice (x loads of action and suspense. hee. its a MUST WATCH. gogogo!

haha <3!
val

SC CARNIVAL<3

2008-03-26T22:40:00.003+08:00

wahaha.
today we got the carnival's tickets.
so anyone who wants any come ask me (:

sigh. i guess it'll be pretty exciting. emailed like 3 companies today to write sponsorship emails. Coca-cola was the scariest =.= and looks like they're gonna take the longest. 2-3weeks time. hur. lets hope they'll reply fast >.<

anyway. yea, so 2 nice events, carnival and uk trip. and in between? loads of test and suffering and school days and whatnots. sigh. im super sleepy. crap. i wish i was at the airport now. getting ready to board the plane. hoho.
sigh. ))):

marching tmr. sniff.sniff.sniff. ): someone get me an mc! argh. OHMYCRAP. okay. just rmb tmr got zuo wen. WONDERFUL. GREAT.

okay. bye.
off to my coffin,
<3 val